goodbye 2006

and so. In another 2hours, its yet again time to bid goodbye to another year. Year 2006. The year of laughter. tears. changes. and bittersweet memories.

Milestones this year? Guess the biggest change was coming to NJ. Sudden unfamiliar territory. After all, the jump from TK to NJ was huge. Came all the way to the west only knowing one other tkgian in nj was tough. I still remember this time last year, where i was freaking out like crazy over stepping out of my comfort zone. Of course huge thanks goes to kenneth for literally walking through my transiton from TK to NJ (via sms). For telling me all i needed to know about NJ and also about the people here. All those times i couldn't sleep cause i was too nervous, thanks for accompanying me while simultaneously busting your handphone bills. I still remember the first day of orientation week two, there I was feeling really shy and quiet at a corner, barely mixing about. Then you messaged me saying that I looked like such a loner and that got me well and spurred up to hurry make friends. Fast. And i did. Guess I owe my friend-making skills in NJ thanks to you. For that: Thank You.

And to the other people who made my transition into NJ a little smoother: Astrid(for being my other TK friend) Sarah WeiShyuan Qihan (for being such nice seniors at that time when I felt so lost in the first month) Melvin Xianglong Joycelyn Peckying (for being fantastic fantastic OGLs in my first week)

Another milestone would probably be council elections. Guess I'll never ever forget that really trying time. What with preparation for Aristal and elections going on at the same time, with the backstabbing and politics and ohmygoodness my mum who tried pulling me out of council.... There were many a times when i felt like giving up. Felt like just breaking down and crying. But thanks to the support of my friends, I stood strong. Thanks to my seniors michelle Kelvin Celeste Marcus and my friends Sumyutha Shubha Zhang Celine for really supporting me through that very trying period. I guess although the experience was a bad one, I grew up a lot more from this one experience then from many other small experiences. The whole politics and desperation of the situation was very much like Secondary 2. Except bigger and more emotionally draining.

Being elected as Lignum Captain. Wow. Was slightly surreal i remember thinking. Because last year in november I remember asking Sarah what house was the orange house. And she said Lignum and I jokingly declared that I wanna be in Lignum and become captain cause the colour is really nice. Guess we should be careful what we declare. Haha. But you know what, despite all the problems I face, despite knowing that as a DSA student my decision to run for exco is being frowned upon, I never once regretted my decision. Never. I love Lignum yes I do. Along with all the troubles, the headaches and late nights, there's also the smiles the laughter and the joy. Its well worth it.

Having my four-year crush confess that he too liked me for those four years can probably count as another huge milestone too. theBOY, this one's for you. Thanks for being so special and thanks for being such a huge part of my life even unwittingly for four years and counting (since we're such close friends still) Hope our close friendship will always remain intact (:

06S22 my dear class. Sometimes I feel really sad that our class is so unbonded. But at other times I feel glad that despite that, I still do have good friends in the class. Although I don't share a single class with any of the S22ers, I'm glad for friends like Celine, Shubha, Sumyutha, Kat, Phoebe, Sijing, Choonie, Winnie and Meisi. And of course, recently Eunice and ShaoJian. Eunice: Perhaps with the new year both of us can help bridge the first intake/second intake gap in S22. Jiayou dear (:

Malay dance. Its amazing how most of my cam whoring pictures revolves around the MD people. Its been a great year, lets all jiayou for SYF in 2007 my dears. Gold with honours! Jo, thanks for all your support throughout all the shit in my life. Whatever happens, you know you can count on me ok? Love!

And of course, being the only one in NJ with my subject combi means I do walk around like quite a loner. But thanks to all those friends i've made(approx one per class) in all my tutorial classes that has made the loner life a little less unbearable: Peiyi(econs), Cheryl&Suling(Math), Kelly (physics), Jafnie (Lit), Yenzi(GP), Winston(Chinese), Tseruey(PE), Celine(PE). If not for friendly people like you guys, I would have died from boredom in lessons (:

To all my friends who've made 2006 a fantastic year for me despite all the obstacles:
Celine Michelle Marcus Kelvin Celeste Shubha Sumyutha Phoebe Kat Zhang TseRuey Kenneth Jo Peiyi and really many many many many others,

I just wanna say: You've really made my year (:

And to old friends:
Aneesa Kim Disha...

I may not see you all the time, but you'll always be in my heart (:

GOODBYE 2006. Its been a hellava year. With the ups and downs and in-betweens(though rarely). I've learnt a lot, i've changed and i've grown up quite a bit. And now its time to bid farewell.

And time to bring in 2007 with a bang.

Happy 2007 my friends.

bad dream

and now even sleep doesn't provide an outlet of escapism from reality.
the dream was.... very very real.

its been a long time since i've woken up in tears.

ogl day!

hello hello sam currently resembles a chao ta black person thanks to a really really nice ogl day at the beach haha. nevermindddd, the fun makes up for the blackiness (:

ogl day today. hmmmm started the day at palawan beach practising the walk-in! haha had fun, then alotta ppl were staring and it was damn funny to see the bad guys looking so embarassed doing the "tribal" part. hahahha.

THEN THE GUYS STARTED TAKING OFF THEIR SHIRTS TO PLAY IN THE WATER LIKE THE GAY PEOPLE THERE AREEEEEE!!!! eww. haha.

lignum filming! haha. haikal came down with chih yeh.. (chih yeh is so free!!!!!) urmm did the video with ernsheong annabel and angie. thanks guys for sacrificing your clean clean selves for the video! we did some sandstorm thingie (got all the ogls to throw sand at us ohmyfreak) i was literally eating sand hahaha. to my three wonderful actors, thanks for enduring the sand. haha and hope u've all got the sand outta your hair!!!!

off to vivo to eat. haha. we were in four diff tables. The IP3s, IP2s, the GAY club (wenloong ben darius daniel fadhli!) and the rest of us who are normal (kat phoebe chih yeh and me!) so the IP3 table kept going to the "toilet" and disappearing and the GAY table were ohmyfreakinggosh comparing "goodies" (ie nipples) ewwwww. yuck yuck so gay can. hahaha was quite funny la those two tables, while the rest of us were extremely normal yes (:

after lunchhh, went out shopping with chih yeh daniel darius ben and wenloong. haha actually fadhli and kat were with us but we "accidentally" lost them heh heh heh. scandalous la. :P quite fun shopping with FIVE guys cos we ended up in guys shop like topman haha. then i was pointing out the girlier clothes in there that I WOULD wear. lol. walked around a bit and took pictureeessss! yes(: i can start recruiting guys in CWC eh? haha.

that's us at the ship!!!

that's us after i complained they're all too tall. HAHAHA.

okayyy time to mug MASS DANCE. haha this is what happens when you're absent or not paying attention during mass dance sessions! you start mugging them from videos. LOL. cheers.

LOPEZ ROCKS!! (:(:

NJC Mass Dance 2007

Hello here's the first mass dance. lets mug mass dance ogls! hahahha. (:

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Just finished the og allocations again hope now everyone's happy with it after i tried to work around everyone's preferences.

exco meeting in the morning. urmmm. oh mr tan(OM) was quite scary. he knows me on sight now, so the minute he saw me from quite far away, he shouted over: WHERE'S MY TABLE CLOTH? HAVE YOU RETURNED IT? hahaha. got a fright. cos i didnt realise he can recognise me. oh well, it figures. haha but nevermind, i plan to make very very very good friends with him since i need even more favours to get the formal walk-in settled all proper. haha.

danceeeeee in the afternoon. woah. havent been to dance for quite a while bleahhh missed out quite a bit. it was fun seeing everyone again (: haha.

hmmm nothing much else to say.. oh. its quite funny really. me the IT noob accidentally found out who the tagger on my tagboard is. thanks to IP addresses which i actually have no clue what they are but it just so happened it was staring right in my face. funny how things appear when you didnt go searching for it. and funny how the second i recieve your sms, i found this out.

haha life is ironic after all.

next time just use your name.

ogl camp day 3 (:

hello lopez rocks my socks (:

blah. blogger was down yesterday. so was cbox. and so was sam. cos i was sick at home and couldnt go for OGL CAMP DAY TWO!!!!! hmph. oh and imagine being stuck at home when your dear neighbour is renovating his house. not pretty. really not pretty. bleah.

today was fun(: haha started off ogl camp with cheers. then mass dance. which i completely can't remember much esp since i missed learning it yesterday. then taught summer nights with hanern. haha all the controversies about the cutting hair part is finally settled thanks to the IPs (: yayyy. now we're dancing the CORRECT CORRECT version. thanks guys!

war games. bleah, exco didnt get to play again. hmmm was quite sad not many threw at each other! HAHA. then had walk-in (:(: i still think there's a lot to be improved on... but the other houses said lignum did good, so thankew guys (: and well done to all my lopez ogls. i know you've all given me your 110%. cheers to you guys. hopefully, we'll perfect the thing on ogl day on saturady ya? *grin*

stayed back to do the chairs arrangement thing for staff intro. thanks to all the exco ppl who stayed back till like 7plus too! and thanks chih yeh for helping out! haha. how come j2s like to come back huh. saw three today, chih yeh who came back to see council?!?!, shawn( yes mr striptease) who came back for canoeing and kenneth who came back just to play tennis? haha. crazy ppl la. i would have thought now's the time to go party like crazy before enlisting. oh wells. CRASH ORIENTATION NEXT YEAR IF YOURE SO FREEEEEEEEE! heh. oops, pretend i didnt just say that :P

alrights. off to bathe. then reallocating the OGLs. and tml, is time to try befriending OM again since i stil have alot alot alot of favours to ask of him. haha. tata (:

dead tired

alrights my eyes are closing shut. hello just had a really tired ogl camp day 1. actually the camp intself wasnt that tiring (me and celine just spent the hours sitting on the steps gossiping and having a real good heart to heart whee) but the walk in rehearsal was tiring. blahh. and i've just finished printing the formal walk-in proposal but still havent recieved my dear music to do the walk-in lightings/timings so i guess im off to bed. and i'll wake up tml at 4am to download music what the helllllll.

i'm officially sleep typing now. goodnight.

oh shit i just realised i forgot to call the tutor again. winston, dont murder me. sorry.

and cel, thanks for the really really nice presents. the yellow duck the lip balm the keychain the bag the chocolates! i swear, you spoil me too much! love! (:

happy christmas!

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

ever wondered why people ALWAYS say happy birthday and merry christmas? funny. how come no one ever says merry birthday and happy christmas?!! *grumbles* its a free country after all! so here goes!

happy happy happy happy happy christmas everyone! (:

hmmm currently uh doing up the lignum allocations plus downloading the walk-in music plus doing up celine's pretty present plus trying to think up of a solution for the tuition mess (forget it i'll leave the thinking to winston. thinking HURTS. haha) plus ATTEMPTING to do homework plus blogging. oh whee. im turning into superwoman huh. what happened to my wonderful christmas plan of resting and doing some homework? in the end i got no homework done. sheesh.

okay. shall blog about christmas eve yesterday! haha. had fun (: went out with mich marcus celeste kelvin and my little cuz from 4pm to 130am!! superb(: first went marina to eat yummy pizza, followed by arcade!!! me and my cuz kept running around like maniacs it was so fun! and also the wishing merry xmas to random strangers part! (:

then went to orchard wanting to play the spray cans thing on orchard road but thanks to the molest incident last year i guess there was really too little people doing it this year again. quite disappointed really. but ended up at coffee bean having a nice nice chat session.

oh all the ghost stories!!!! grrrr. thanks ar marcus. i wont be able to sleep well for the next month cause of all your ns ghost stories!! brrr. thank god im not going for ns otherwise i'll just die there everynight thinking of the stories! after coffee, mich and marcus had to leave. so me celeste kel and my cuz walked around a bit then went to lido to check out movies. blahh the timings werent right, so ended standing at the lido place playing the funny car crashing game! hahaha.

played quite a bit. i kept crashing into the wall ohdearme. but heck, its just a game heh heh. i spent the very first second of xmas crashing into the wall!!! next time i shall just hire a chaffeur or something *broad grin* after awhile, decided to go to celeste's house (SHE LIVES RIGHT SMACK IN THE MIDDLE OF ORCHARD THAT LUCKY GIRL!). so the four of us went trotting to her house, whilst looking out for signs of ghostly beings and bats and overturned birds..... haha. played at her house a bit then me and my cuz left.

KELVIN LOW THE KINKY BOY STAYED OVER AT HER HOUSE!!!!!!

heh. if not for the knowledge of his kinkiness with some other poor girl, i would have thought celeste's taste deterioted like crazy! :P hahahhaha. ermm on the way back home at 130 am was really quite freaky. this two guys came up to me at the underpass and said they wanted to make friends! uhhhhhhhhhhhh. was quite funny cos me and mich were just having a conversation about getting hit on by random strangers on the street? haha. but lucky i did my best in trying to walk away fast WITHOUT looking like im walking away fast. hmmmm. yeah. my cuz seemed to be quite freaked out though. dang.

reached home and my dear cuz insisted on playing games on my com into the wee hours of the morning. no wonder im dead beat now. alrights, off to complete celine's present. and tml is back to waking at 5 once more for OGL camp. tata.

happy christmas once again (:

Outward Bound Korea

On the feedback form they asked us for a quote to describe OBK.
my answer?
"OUT OF THIS WORLD"

wow.
the freezing temperatures of -29degrees. (we broke the -21degrees record)
the high altitudes of 1300m.
the long distances of 32km.
the knee deep snow.
the mind-blowing snowstorms.
the slippery ice.

we made it.

its surreal. really. just how many people ever get a chance to experience all that? and it wasn't just the physical surroundings that made the biggest impact. it was everything. the people, the intrustors, the strong bonds, the teamwork...

oh i love superman to bits and bits and bits (:

alrights. obk started off with the darn long airplane ride to korea. in which i was sitting ALL ALONE FROM THE REST and had to entertain myself with this two-year-old kid next to me. oh but she was cute alright. and smart. her mummy told her that good girls eat their food. then she pointed at me and said accusingly: "but this girl didn't eat her food". hahaha.

another darn long bus ride to obk campsite itself. uhhh. i've earned the label of being the puking girl on the trip cos i kept puking like nobody's business. but at least i puke at appropriate times. like when i get OFF the bus. or in the uber smelly smelly "toilet". reached campsite and ohmyfreak was it cold or what. they split us into two groups: SUPERMAN and BATMAN.

whee. SUPERMAN rocks my socks(: (: honestly i really really love our group to bits. its like what i told woonling, i just felt that we were so darn bonded. and worked well and everything. everyone was friendly and nice and easy to talk to! no funny funny cliques like what batman had. felt really warm and happy in superman(:
Eunice Janice Jasmine Woonling PeiShyen Zhuangmao Jiapei Shengyu Reggie Jeremy Juliet Liting Jiaying. i love y'all to bits and bits and bits and bits. yes, more than i love snow can you beat that? *grin*

day2: was leader with reggie on the short day hike. hmm nothing much to say really. except the view was so darn spectacular i could fall off the cliff staring at it (except i didnt! otherwise i wouldn't be here typing this right...) but i did fall down quite a few times though, which explains the bleedind scrap currently on my right shin oh darn. hmph.

day3: navigation day! bleah. superman got lost and so we didnt manage to get all the check points. felt quite disappointed really. but we learnt our lesson and day 5 rocked our socks! day 4 was the solo expedition. wow. i cried quite a few times while reading and writing the letter. it was.. impactful. i dunno, never really properly reflected on life before. never thought i was the sentimental teary kind too. well, guess you never know. i cant wait to open the letter again in 6months time (:

day5 was great. expedition first day. we trekked through 7km of snow. at first i got really excited at the sight of SNOW!!!! then reality hit, ie the snow storm hit. the stupid snow kept gettign into our eyes and it wasn't long before i changed my statement: I LOVE SNOW!!! to I HATE SNOW!!! hahahhahahhaa. that night was darn darn cold. -29! but you know what, superman rocked the place and heated up the whole tent by singing non stop and jumping and dancing! all the dirty songs and the pretense of being in a pub! felt really really bonded to superman at that exact moment. (: superman oei!!!!

day6!!! hmmm 2nd day of expedition. i guess we got too complacent cos of the success the day before. trudged through the snow really slowly and slackishly. in the end, we couldnt reach the summit. had to turn back to return to campsite before dark. it was... i dunno a really tough decision. guess that was another huge huge turning point for superman too. cos that night, we seriously talked about how we were going to improve for the final final expedition (without trainers and its do or die) the next day.

day 7! okay when the feedback form asked which was the most memorable part of the trip, i immediately thought of day 7. guess it was the determination and drive that saw us through. after the failed attempt the pervious day, superman turned darn darn dertermined to make this expedition a success. we woke up really really early and started out wayyy before batman. before going, did the 530 or bust cheer. cos if we dont arrive at C3 by 530, thats it. we're dead meat. so on and on we ploughed. did the whole line system so that the first guy doesnt tire so fast. trudged through the snow like crazy monkeys. it felt good. the team, the spirit, the bond and that hard drive and determination. felt darn happy. really. and guess what?!? HAHA. we were supposed to reach C3 at 530 (which was already a challenge) but we reached at 320. oh yes we did. ken and in sook said we weren't fast, we were SUPER FAST. the feeling when we reached C3 early was completely indescribable. although we paved the way for 100% of the time(instead of making batman do half like the day before) we didnt care about the unfairness of it. all we cared about was to reach the goal and not be hindered by the other team's weakness. it felt superb. (:

day8: haha cutural trip day it was damn fun going to all the funny places like the beach, fish market, temple.... WE FORMED THE CWC. aka, cam whore club hahahahha. im president, chermaine's vice pres, then there's farhana and woonling as alumnis and peishyen is the malaysia branch head. HAHAHAHA. amazing, i barely knew the two batman girls but the minute the cameras were out and we found a common interest in taking pictures, we became fast friends (: (: and ended up taking pictures on and on and on! our motto: chiong to the best spot. heh heh heh. darn funnyyyy (: then we had the certification ceremony. wow wow i think the whole concept of getting your friend to make a speech about you then giving you the cert. cos it turned out to be quite touching and more meaningful. haha i got liting's cert and she was sitting next to me!!! so no surprises there la. hmm jiapei got mine. haha felt really touched but what he said. the whole "i love snow i hate snow"thing. (jiapei is such a himbo!!!) and the whole cheerful and optimistic stuff. quite touched (: wheee. haha.

day9: SHOPPING. oh yes shopping shopping shopping rocks! hello the shops in korea are so so so so pretty! its like... a candy bar! every shop was decorated so prettily! bought many many things, ate many many things, cam whored in many many places. ahahha. oh i kept hugging the free hugs guy. oops :P but quite fun la. lol. then took a picture with SIX free hugs guys. hahahhaha.

uhhh i think thats about all. dont understand why the 12 day trip turned out to be 9 days... i think i didnt talk about travelling days? yeah. nothing much really. apart from the fact that on the plane ride home lenard practically gave me a whole lecture on how aeroplanes work so yes i feel so much more intellectual now heh heh heh. hmmm i guess i'll miss obk alot. not just the big expeditions but small funny stuff like:

- waking up every morning with eunice and shrieking the word COLDDDDDDD. thereby waking up the entire campsite. the shrieks are usually followed by songs and trying to exercise in the teeny tent. we came up with this bowing exercise called worshiping the god cos the tent was too bloody small to do push ups. haha.

- saying i like snow/ i hate snow a million times a day. (yes im fickle haha)

- hearing eunice say funny things like: i bet you my butt..." or "cold like there's no tomorrow!"

- seeing reggie do stupid stuffs like stick his hands in his armpits/ make boobs with his bottle! (i have the pictures muahahhaha)

- singing dirty dirty songs that ken taught us!

- inventing the superman songggg!!!! yes yes im so proud of it hahahhaa. PLUS ACTIONS.

- "Pubbing" in our dining tent. (techno techno techno .....)

- seeing jiapei try to imitate me (he's such a himbo laaa)

- talking to zhuangmao. (cos all he ever replies is peace to you. which is quite exasperating at times!)

- asking eunice/ janice (my tentmates) if they're dead at night whenever they're asleep and dont reply! this usually ends up in me preventing them from sleeping soundly HAHAHAHA.

- cam whoring with my CWC!!!!!

- basically just hanging out with SUPERMAN in the dining tent. and singing. and dancing. and playing hei zhi ma. which actually means black sesame but i thought it was black horse oh gosh.

yeah. and a whole lot of other small funny things. (: i love obk wheeeeee.

and i love superman!!!!!!!!!

As we fly to the sky
As we fly through the clouds
As we fly As we fly As we fly As we fly all night!
With a red underwear and a red cape on our backs
With a red underwear
and oh WHAT THE HECK!

Outward Bound Korea. To serve To strive and Not to yield.

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it felt good walking around in tee and fbts again.

woke up early to go for the lignum walk-in thingie. haha. telling people about OBK was fun(: funnily everyone i talked to asked me if i knew jiapei from obk! lol. famous guy sia. had fun telling people about the stupid things we did at obk (: whee. oh and the walk-in looked like it was going somewhere! yes!!! haha. my HAT rocks my orange socks can. they appear to have covered my ass pretty well this past 11days. thanks guys!!! love! =)

after walk-in, went lunching with phoebe fadlhi and wenloong. HAH. the getting outta school process was long and tedious and heartwrenching heh heh heh. i have utter respect for those who made holes in the school fence for people's convenience! considerate indeed. haha. but hey, we good guai and sensible students took the nice long route outta the main gate after the angels overpowered the devils(: *grin* santa better put me on his good-girl list!!

hah. just realised this entry sounds meaningless and incoherent blahh. fine fine im tired. (no wait im sam!) okay i've really gone bonkers. shall stop this post and start a new fresh nice sane sounding post on my fantastic fantastic obk trip. brb (:

backk(:

hello hello hello hello im back!

haha. you know you're truly back to reality when...

there's a hot shower available 24/7
the toilet flushes like a normal toilet rather then squirting water in your face
you don't see the SAME korean woman everywhere (they all look alike i swear!)
your teeth doesnt chatter uncontrollably
your handphone VIBRATES
instead of bathing and sleeping after a 11day tiring trip, you call our vice captain first thing you get home
you're forgoing even more sleep to check your million emails from council

YOU'RE BLOGGING.

heeheeheeeheeeheeeheeeheee (obk turned me bonkers i swear) hello blog=) its good to see you again. shall blog about OBK tml. TATA.

OBK DAY!

oh oh oh oh oh ITS OBK DAY!!!!!!!

*shrieks in excitement jumps around laugh maniacly*

okay. im exaggerating. yes a tad excited but not THAT excited. must have to do with the fact that i have SO MUCH WORK TO CLEAR before leaving. haha.

alrights just added more stuff to my hat instruction sheet (im darn forgetful!) packed my BAG (oh yes i did) packed my room sorted out my stuff into 3 piles (done homework, undone homework, lignum work) went out to get a torchlight (i lost mine in myanmar!) and called kelly a zillion times to borrow a zillion things and ask a zillion questions.....

and here you go: I'm DONE! =))

okay granted there's still the matter of an econs essay, the econs game and the physics paper to do. but uh im leaving the house in a couple of hours sooooo........

guess they shall have to wait *smirks* HEH HEH HEH. unless i turn into a freak and bring my homework to obk. which will probably disintegrate there or something.

alright alright. i really have nothing else to say except:

GOODBYE PEOPLE! GOODBYE DEAR BLOG! Don't miss me TOO much =) and i shall try not to let my blogging withdrawal symptoms show too obviously!! =)

hopefully i won't perish and die in some random korean mountain so that my next statement will hold true:

see ya'll on the 23rd dec! tata!

still eve of obk

okay in 2 minutes my title wont hold true anymore haha. yes yes its uh almost obk day and here i am completely unpacked. and putting finishing touches to all my lignum walk-in stuff and hat instructions and what nots.

when oh when will i begin packing huh. hahaha. maybe tml early morning? HEH.

oh just now was really funny. me and my dad were walking home when i dropped this 20cent coin on the pavement where there's alotts metal grill drains nearby. so me and my dad started searching like idiots because WE WERE DETERMINED IT CAN BE FOUND. spent like 20mins still searching about the DRAINS in the dark. then my dad suggested we take a picture of a 20cent coin and come up with a missing poster like this:

MISSING COIN!



DESCRIPTION: A shiny round 20cent coin(refer to picture on left) was lost around this area on 11 dec at about 8pm. Anyone who finds it, please contact US at ********!

GOOD NEWS: A 10cent Reward for finders!

and so there we were, still poking about it the drain, and laughing happily and clutching our stomachs cos it was just TOO FUNNY when my 6-floor neighbour walked past and gave us very very very strange looks.

aww darn. now people think we're crazy. HAHA.

oh we didnt find it in the end. the reward still stands people =))

ps. i just recieved sarah's xmas card! gosh thats sweet! thanks sarah! =)) you've always been such fun at dance pracs! shall miss you dearly when ure not in nj next year! LOVE!=)

eve of obk!

hello hello its like the eve of obk and i still have uh alot alot alot alot of work to complete before going but here i am slacking my ass off oh no this is really not good. heh.

to-do: econs homework. physics homework. lignum walk-in finalised script and roles and costumes. HAT instructions sheet for fadhli. formal walk-in stuff.... packing

which means i REALLY REALLY shouldnt be online now but hell im having a lotta fun talking to celine =) yes yes my dear girl got herself msn so now we can chat although she's in boston and im here rotting away in humid singapore. haha.

hmmm. this morning was fun. went to the siglap macs with my cousin. tried pancakes for like my very first time ( i know im such a slowpoke sometimes) okay, i dont like pancakes. its so sweet. and syrupy. and not nice. haha. did last minute shopping for obk. uhhh kelvin and kelly have both PACKED ohmyfreakinggod. im planning to do it like tomorrow??!?! yes and im leaving tml. hahahahhahha.

OH MY AUNT BOUGHT ME A PAIR OF BIRKENSTOCKS MY OH MY!!!!! yes im so excited. haha. it looks pretty. and its ultra comfy. wheeeee. im so darn high. look look!! -->

okay i've just realised tml's obk already and i havent uploaded ANY of my myanmar pictures. so i better do it before i go obk and start clicking. haha. here goes. not everything but just the interesting ones cos i really need to go off and do my work soon heh heh heh. tata for now.


This is just some random scenic shot which i tried to make it look artistic! haha. MYANMAR HAS NO CLOUDS.

woohoo. me and my hot myanman guy *smirks* shall not post all our pictures up since my dearest peiyi or sherlene might just start drooling :

the wonders of having a really cool camera with good tricks.

sherlene and HER hot powpow. hahaha. i still think thaw is cuter sorry babe!
I think this shot really looks very very artistic doesnt it?

a before picture! haha.

ISL MYANMAR 2007 =))

Zhiwei the TERRORIST.

Random camwhoring shot in the room. LOL.

Thaw again. heh. HIS FAMILY OWNS THE STREET!

urmmm

hello im feeling quite frustrated at the moment but i really shouldnt be cos christmas is coming and santa doesn't like naughty girls so... *Breathe sam breathe* there's no point in getting into a bitch fit. and its always better to be grown up about things. yes.

a smile for a slap. yes thats my new motto. see sam really really wants to get into santa's good girl list. =)

captains meeting in the afternoon with annarine hanern and mr sito. haha had fun. talked alot about CONFIDENTIAL STUFF HEH HEH HEH. yeah well, it does put things into perspective. and i feel nj is a much better place. our wonderful meeting ended up taking up four whole hours till 530 so i ended up not mugging. ouch. another day of mugging wasted. im feeling the pressure now.

two days to finish up everything. before obk. woohoo im turning superwoman.

went to orchard library for some alone time. went kino. haha i love my dear books. sometimes i just feel like devouring them all up. next time when i become a world famous best-selling author, i shall start up my own publishing company and be in charge of reading all the books that come in for publishing muahahhaha. now thats a DREAM JOB =))

tuition. haha mr ong is funny. he thinks im paying to suffer at obk. and he wants to msg me the word WARMTH when im there!!!! funny guy. lol. halfway through tuition, got disturbing msges realising that there's actually a seniors farewell tml that i didnt know about?!?!! Christmas theme. sounds fun, but i got the news so late, no time to persuade mum to break my usual 6plus curfew for me to attend it. so yep. its a red light.

msged jo and found out that apparently there was dance today and i didnt know about it. right. it makes me feel.... i dunno. left out? for the rest of the tuition class my attention span was suddenly zilch. sigh. waste of tuition. sometimes i just wished humans were more like robots. where you can switch emotions on and off just like that. then i would have concentrated on tuition rather than worrying and feeling frustrated.

and no im not pissed. or rather im trying not to. its just like what buddha said we should clear ourselves from emotions. only then can we gain enlightenment.

yep. now i know what to do during solo expedition at obk. MEDITATE =)

still darn early

blahhhh. okay this is BAD. coming online so darn early at 8plus on a saturday morning?!?! geeee. i'm getting all excited about editing the formal walk-in instructions huh. LOL.

but at least there are other weird early birds in the morning to talk too! haha. eric: you'll make a good ogl don't worry. and mr tan: haha oops i'm bombarding him with questions early in the morning. im heartless. HEH.

another meaningless entry. life really has no meaning huh. or rather MY LIFE. blahhhhh. who's free later in the day im gonna be a freaking loner at orchard can. hmphhs. okay off for breakfast then our wonderful captains meeting at KAP. tatatatata.

doing nothing

mmmmm i like doing nothing. really i do.
too bad its not something i can do often nowadays.

last night was fun. turned on the radio, layed in bed, hugged my dear COOKIE, stared at the night sky and just... relaxed i guess. its been a long time since i could do that. used to do it everynight from 10-12mn in secondary school. yes i was a complete radio addict. but this year.... im so busy that when i plonk down to bed at 2am each night, i fall asleep immediately. There's no more fun in having my bed next to the window anymore.

nb: cookie's my bear i got for my bday last year by the way. HAHA still remember telling aneesa: cookie's on my bed. and she thought i meant it literally.

i miss doing nothing. grrrrrrr. alrights next year after As. i shall be a complete slacker muahaha.

hmmmm. just asked michelle out tml but she's busy. darnnnn. who wants to mug and dinner tml at orchard? from like 2plus 3 to 730?? im freeeeeeee after captains meeting and before tuition. hahaha.

okay this is quite a meaningless entry. off to do up the email for formal walk-in for the teachers. tata.

SENTOSA =)

wahahaha am i stupid or stupid i was cursing myself for not bringing my cam today cos sentosa was so prettyyyy and guessed what i just pulled outta my bag when i unpacked?!?! YES MY CAMERA. oh gosh i feel stupidd geeeeeeee.

Had a fantabulous fun fun day today filming hahahaha. went to school first. did the filming with jiayi ohmygosh it was so funny we keep laughing haha. jiayi's fun! wheee. had fun with her today laughing, gossiping and bimbo-ing! haikal was darnn patient with us although we are such lousy actresses! awwww. how nice =) haha.

went off to sentosa! me jiayi haikai faizal annabel angie kelvin nicholas and the other terra ogl oh dear i forgot her name darn darn darn. was really fun! did the lignum filming first oh gosh im portrayed as a BIMBO. as a CRAZY laughing madwoman. oh oh oh. false first impressions laaaaaaa. LOL. angie and annabel were so hilarious i couldnt look at them during filming cos each time i burst out laughing. haha but fantastic job guys! very very convincing =))

off to do the terra filming hahaha we saw this people filming too and the guy was like gonna jump! but in the end he didnt so we were watching for so darn long for nothing! NO ACTION!!!! hmphhh. after filming went off to vivo for dinner part one AHAHAA. my first trip to vivo people!!!!!

at dinner we established that haikal is such a bimbo. so is faizal hahaha. while me and jiayi are obviously not bimbos. heh heh heh. dinner was really funny with all the laska stuff and 88 and faizal's slowness and haikal's inability to eat with chopsticks!!!!!!

oh oh forgot to mention, had a nice chat with mich today =) ON KELVIN'S PHONE. yes we evil people were trying to murder his batt heh heh heh.

a lotta thankyous to dish out again! annabel angie kelvin: thanks for helping with the filming! gimlim: thanks for coming down! really really! haikal: thanks for being so darn patient and taking home the umbrellas hahaha! jiayi: thanks for just being so fun to hang out with today. LOL.

wheeee(:

celine dear, missed you so much today. you would have loved the bimboing!

and marcus. byeeeeeeeee. have fun at ns tml =)

earlyy birddd

who comes online at freaking 8am in the morning huhhh??!?!?

okay this is what happens when youre too anxious to see if the walk-in music turns out right... hahaha.

filming today! wheeeeeeeeee. im off! been a long time since ive been to senstosa =)))

busy dayyy

hello im feeling so darn full must be all that coke oh gosh. see sam is celebrating her healthy self again by drinking oh so much nonsense hahaha.

highly stressful day today! thanks to calling practically every single lignum person i know ( and dont know) to ask who's free tml for filming. woohoo i just checked my counter i spent 121 smses today ohmyfreeak. uhhhh kept recieving msges asking me WHO ARE YOU because i just smsed EVERYONE IN LIGNUM. even if i dont know them. yes gosh im really desperate. till now still need one more person anyone?!?!?! PLEASE I AM BEGGING ON MY KNEESSSSSSS!!!!!

people nowadays are oh-so-busy arent they. sighhh. singapore life. grrrr i miss myanmar again hahaha.

okay. today was busy, started out with going to my grandma's place to return my aunt some stuffs, then off to jessie's house to collect my ballet cert and off again to parkway to SHOP! =) bought this hot patch thingie for obk wahaha. its supposed to keep me uhhh HOT. lol. and bought this nice nice nike pants wheeeee i love nike =) good brunch at jack's place =)

rushed ALL THE WAY home to grab fbts before rushing all the way to school to meet greg and kelvin to make the walk-in structure.

HAHA. so cool i actually never knew the OAC place was so dangerous can. hmmmm did the structure.. or rather watch the two guys do the structure while i just sat down stoning hahaha. oh climbing the structure was freaking scaryyyyy. my dear ogls must appreciate it okay =) WHAT IF I FALL DOWN AND DIE HUH HAHAHAHA.

dinner at pastamania with kel. grrrrrrr. stupid marcus pangseh-ed us for a GIRL. zhong se qing you! (thats how u spell it i THINK) hahaha.

okay! a lotta thank yous to dish out today! thanks to:
gimlim and annabel! for coming down tml to do filming! =)
gimlim annabel zhongliang! for helping ask everyone if theyre free tml!
greg and kelvin! for doing the structure!
marcus! for mixing the music for the walk-in!

really appreciate it guys!

=)) santa will reward you good deed doers indeed =) WHEE.

happy!

hello im such a happy girl today:) cause i've finally recovered!! wheeeeeee. mum says i finally look rosy again, as compared to the walking corspe fashion i was sporting the last week! HAHA. who cares? im healthy again wheeeee life is so goooooooooood!

ooooh i just got nice nice polarized sunglasses for 75bucks!! =)) which is a really good deal cause all the polarised shades me and kelvin saw yesterday was like..... 300bucks?!?! yeah. its DAYLIGHT ROBBERY I SWEAR. (except they cost the same at night too hehehe) oh oh and marcus can help me mix music so yepppp my problems are solved wahahaha. life is really good huh =)

did one and a half math paper today. oh noooo i can't do some questions!! any super smartass mathematical genius out there who wants to do a good deed so that santa gives you more presents?? here's a great opportunity for you!!!!! =)

okay. im spastic when im happy. hahaha. anyway havent updated in a while! hmmm grad night! woohoo. it was fun seeing all the seniors dressed up =) but i guess cause it isnt my prom night, didnt really feel anything nostalgic. just had a fun time gossiping with my dearest cel =) and peiyi! and of course ogling at hot girls.... and *ahem* a certain person who did a FANTASTIC strip tease can i swoon now? haha. all i can say is thank god there's still guys with hot bodies around =D

yesterday was obk shopping hahaha. uhhh went shopping with kelvin shengyu and brian. quite entertaining cause shengyu is a vain pok who wants to buy poser stuff that he doesnt need LOL. hmmm i think suntec and marina square is really really too bigggg. me and kel were practically dying as we rushed from one place to another as fast as we could cause of some stuffs my mum was pissed over but shan't talk about it blahhh. i bought a red jacket=) and a red beanie=) haha red is so my new colour... unless i bleach it and get PINK hehehe.

after shopping, went to mug with marcus kelvin and yuliang. or rather i was just asking qns cos stupid them dont have to bother about mugging anymore for like TWO AND A HALF YEARS OH MY FREAK. lucky asses i tell you. no mugging. wowza. but then again army life isnt exactly a lap of luxury either HAHAHA too bad =) *cue sadistic evil laughter*

OKAY. i think im done blogging bye bye bye bye. my entry seems to be in a jumble but heck im too high to type in proper sane sentences GOODBYE =)

ps. lignum ogls! who wants to star in the WONDERFUL orientation video!!! i need three ppl! this thurs! msg meeeeeeee =)

musiccc

currently searching for creepy creepy music with phoebe online in our sadistic sadistic attempt to scare all the j1s next year. muahahaha. *cue evil laughter* qihan says we dont NEED creepy music. just show them my face. hmphhh. actually i bet seeing our faces will make them so eager to stay on in nj can. HAHAHA. (yes im giving myself a self-ego-boost)

i've just realised i've forgotten every single thing i've learnt this year for math. nothing left. zilch. its like ohmyfreaking crazy. i've just wasted a whole year of study like that. freakish.

oh oh. fever came back yesterday evening. mum says if i dont recover by tonight, its a no-show for grad night tommorrow. can someone kill me please. i always miss out the fun-est stuff. dang.

hmmm

hello im still sicker than ever oh darn why oh why do i take ages to recover? now i cant go for the dance camp =( blahhh. why do i always miss out on the fun stuff huh?

life is really stinky when you're stuck at home, sick, with piles of homework you can't do 'cause your headache is pounding real bad and you still need to search for music for the walk-in and come up with a proper schedule to get all the costumes done. which reminds me does ANYONE have any orange asian costume that looks princessy to lend me? before i have nothing to wear for filming next week. please please please.

celine! pass me your orange scarf on sunday? the morning part. then i can bring it home thanks dear =)

oh last night i couldn't sleep at all thanks to breaking out in cold sweat constantly, so i stayed up with my dad the whole night and talked nonsense. like:

dad: is a murderer hot blooded or cold blooded?
sam: cold blooded.
dad: then is he hot tempered or cold tempered?
sam: hot tempered.
dad: so so you mean we have a cold blooded hot tempered murderer?!?!

HEH. HEH. then we talked about those cheng teng stalls who's name is: HOT AND COLD CHENG TENG. so so next time we eat cheng teng, we should say: uncle give me a bowl of hot and cold cheng teng please.

=) funny funny. then we went to stand at the window and comment on what was happening outside (eg. which neighbours of the opposite block are still up tsk tsk) reminded me dearly of how i was like when i was really young. I was a hyperactive toddler, could never sleep much goodness knows why. so my poor dad always had to carry me to the window (cos i loved the window and whined if im not there) throughout the night and lose alot of sleep. a typical conversation at the window:

sam: why is the cat running?
dad: because it wants to exercise
sam: why does the cat want to exercise?
dad: because it might grow fat
sam: why will the cat grow fat?
dad: because it eats a lot
sam: why does it eat a lot?
dad: because people feed it alot
sam: why do people feed it alot?
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you get the gist. aww darn, i was such an annoying little kid. haha.

happy birthday kat =)

oxymoron

hello. im still sick and grouchy and grumpy but oh i had a fun day today=) thats me, walking oxymoron! HAHA.

hmmm had grad night rehearsal in the morning. was really great to see everyone again! celine my dear girl! i missed you loads =) darn, we didnt gossip much! i still havent told you bout my hot myanmar guy! and myanmar stuffs! and and just plain nonsense! let's have a gossip date soon =) love love!

oh oh im a counter for grad night with han ern and desmond. how cool is that? me and han sure can count... like 1 5 9 3 27... HEH.

went lunching with celine han ern and jaf. hmmm double date=) me and cel, jaf and han. HAHa. had nice wan tan mee, then went back to school with hanern for the orientation meeting.

went for jazz workshop! WOW WOW. so fun can =) haha the instructor's cool. he knew im a ballet dancer god knows how. smarty pants. had fun =) i miss jazzzzz! modern dance in tk used to be so fun. darn, i even miss ms ann now. haha.

hmmmm. jo dear, cheer up=)

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUBHA!!!!

oh. i recieved your email. what can i say? i never meant for it to go so far. you said u think of me every single day. how would you react if i said i didnt? im sorry. im a cynic. happy endings never do work out.
and now i feel so bad.