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THE LAST DANCE
it was amazing it was fantastic it was pure magic
perfection doesn't even come close to describing it
because it wasn't the perfection that mattered
it was the feel. the vibe. and the energy pulsing through.
MDS 2006. we rock.

happy i suppose. that's what i felt after the dance yesterday. and yet, this tinge of sadness washed over. this is it. its over. the seniors have completed what they needed to do and now it's up to us, yes us, the juniors to continue the legacy.

whoever said sorry is the hardest word is wrong. dead wrong. goodbye is the hardest word. cause once you said it, thats it. they're gone. and all you're left with is this emptiness. last night i tried to imagine what its gonna be like without the seniors. i couldn't. or rather i could, but it was something my brain didn't want to accept. so i take it as i didn't imagine it. why? to make myslef feel better? i don't know. all i know is that MD is now going to be left with this huge huge gap.

i miss the seniors already.

qihan nani yana dinie ernie fadhli sarah weishyuan xianglong alan phangwei
you guys are the bestest bunch of seniors any one could ask for.
thanks for everything.
for welcoming me into NJ with such open arms
for being not just a senior, but a friend.
for helping us out so much
for the tears joy and laughter
for making me feel like i belong.

it still feels surreal. what happens when reality sinks in? i don't know. but when it does, im gonna type out a nice long entry dedicated to all the seniors. every single one. till that day comes, i'll just try to savour the surreal feeling cause what's to come is going to be worse. way worse. there's nothing worse than the feeling of emptiness is there?

MDS 2006.

oh freak there's something wrong with blogger i cant upload my million cam whoring pictures of mds. *sigh* and uploading always takes ages anyone have any idea how to shorten it?

bedtime. goodnight.

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scholarship exhibition
was plain useless LOL. duying was a bit late so i met qihan at the mrt station who met this guy and started yakking in chinese in true RVian fashion omg. then duying came with celine! =) went to the scholarship fair, gosh it was so freaking small and useless! saw Kelvin HEEHEE, and kept trying to get celine to my side so she doesnt play LIGHTBULB! after walking around a bit me dy and qh went to eat PASTAMANIA! actually only me and dy ate THERE cos someONE says the serving is too little and went to get delifrance. OMG. this comes from mr severely underweight himself HAHAHAHHAHA.

ungentlemanly!
* sam and duying cursing non-printable words at stupid lim qihan!*
HAHAHAHAHAH. okay, duying's still currently complaining bout how ungentlmanly SOMEONE is. HEEHEE. really la, walk so FAST! never wait for the two *ahem* ladies behind!!! geee now i have so many blisters on my foot you know!! ALL YOUR FAULT!! hahaha but this reminds me of the walking fast thingie we did last time omg build calf muscles!!! bleahx next time i will wear RUNNING SHOES. hmphh.

DANCE DANCE DANCE
oh dear. timing was off =( so sad. sigh. need to do it PERRFECT tml! its the seniors last dance!! OKAY. concentrate.

randomsss
- OMG MRSTAN IS A LIGNUMITE OMG OMG OMG.
- currently spelling all words on msn backwards with kelvin. wait i mean, nivlek. HAHAHA.
- the gap between generations is WIDE! was loooking very indecent in my teeny FBTs paired with the costume top HAHAHA that mrs tan said: sam stop looking so vulgar. while at the same time ms chen said: sam, look too sexy le. HAHAHAHAH and mrs tan said this is the GENERATION GAP. LOL. okay im babbling. but its funnyyyy.

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im soooo HIGH!
ahhh, must have been all that chocolate sweets and biscuits we ate after performing just now =)
oh yes, full dress rehearsal was really fun today. three words:

it felt good.

and yet of course came the bittersweet tinge that this IS the last rehearsal with the seniors. after the performances tml and on sunday, thats gonna be IT. oh gosh.
i'll really miss the seniors.

WILBERT WANTS TO KISS QIHAN!!!
hahahaha. was standing with them during phototaking then suddenly wiilbert said: I WANT TO KISS YOU! and qihan went: sam!! he wants to kiss you! *snorts* yeah right, u gay people!! wilbert said: nonono i want to kiss qihan!! ROTFLMAO. then qihan went somewhere else and wilbert told me: i want to kiss qihan like a brother. OMG. freakkky. haha. then i told qihan and he asked wilbert to kiss me instead and wilbert said okay if i become his sister and i went NO WAY. HAHAHAHHA. oh gosh, this is so lame i dont even know why im blogging it but its proof that wilbert likes incest omg. kissing siblings!!! AHHHHHHH!

yesterday i evesdropped on a really really interesting phone conversation between my mum and my aunt( cant hear her side though)

gossiping about my uncle's new girlfriend....
mum: she must be very very good at licking ice cream.
hmmm?
mum: bet she's really talented at licking the ice cream.
HUH?!?!
mum: after all holes are all pretty much the same. all woman also have. so must be the licking that sets her apart.
OH MY GOD.

licking icecream. HAHAHAH. my mum has apprently mastered the art of euphemism extremely well.


huh huh huh huh. i can honestly say im quite shocked. just recieved an email from mrs tan and she apparently needs to choose 8 students to go to myanmar and im one of them. whats WEIRDER is that you see, all of them has topped the level in at least one subject. or are straight As students. and aside from 3 of us, all are IPs. hmmmmmm. how puzzling. not sure if i wanna go. actually i've wanted to go since the beginning of the year WITH the bimbo clique but now that theyre not going. HMMMMMMMM. *pondering*

okay shall stop here. performance tml =) GRINS. im excited. this will be just like aristal. except no nicey nice changing rooms and steph's gone. yeah, which means we wont get to OOH AHH over her gettin delivery flowers from annomynous eh? haha. oh wells. im still very excited=) gonna go to the scholars preview thingie with duying and qihan too. wheeeeeee. can PRETENd to be a smartass there HAHAHHA, okay, toodless.

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didn't go to school today.
lazed around on my bed sleeping and reading HARRY POTTER for the millionth time.
think i've recovered enough to dance tml for full dress =)

oh yes, half day tml for me. YAY.

im happy.

its nice to escape reality.

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battle of the bands audition today *smiles* i think all the bands were like WOWZA. i's so freaking impressed =) ahhhhhhh, now its time for the tough decision of which three bands to put through!!! *ponders*

i wonder what these people would do to get in. TEEHEEHEE.

FYI, i like those milk chocolates and white chocolates. no nuts or stuffs in it please! HEH.

today during chinese i was just staring at my table when i suddenly realised one of the vandalism had the words: Samantha eng. *freaks out* then xueyuan and winston, being the usual BULLIES that they always are to me (hmph) didn't let me vandalise it to cancel my name. actually it was xuayuan who used his CIA head power to stop me!!! then winston made it worse by using MY orange pen to make my name even more obvious omg. * hand whacking motion!* grrrrrrrrr........................ but chinese lessons are fun though HEH. just spend time doing nonsense like that we are such lame people HEEHEEHEE.

got my scholars preview pass thingie today. actually it was kelvin who got it for me OMG what a sweet angel this is so AMAZING and MIRACULOUS HAHAHAHAHA. bleah, just realised the pass thing is for this seminar is actually from 1-5, though the exhibition is 11-6. so i guess i'll just have to skip the seminar and follow what qihan said about chionging there and grabbing every brochure in sight and chionging for dance performanace! ahhhh, dont feel like going le :P HEH.

okay I NEED TO DO EOM. urgh. no idea what the hell that is. and i think im coming down with fever oh shit. life is such a bitch.

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dance every dance as if it were your last
its only a few days left to the dance performance, which means we're back to training somewhat like the pre-ARISTAL days. dance ended at 910 today and i was so glad that the side gate was still open i could have kissed the security guard! except she's the one who made me walk the long way 3 times before cause i wasn't in uniform so i refrained. HAHA.

i believe i can fly
wait scratch that, i HAVE to fly. one part of the dance requires me to fly from one corner of the stage to the other corner. i don't know why, somehow at some point during the "flying" and the getting of bruises and ankle sprains because of it, this sudden feeling of freaking hell, i don't care what it takes the performance this weekend is going to be fantabulous wonderful fantastic great. its the last dance with the seniors ( and actually the first also) and come hell or water, i want it to be good. mdancers, we are so gonna rock the stage on sat and sun okay?

superman ice cream sticks
oh yes, ate this superman ice-cream thingie and the ice cream stick is HOT PINK with the words: xray vision. there's 7 in total to collect and im collecting them! so pass me any if you have okay? =)

oh yes. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JO. *muacks*

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pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon pon

okay i've broken my good girl record.

sigh. sapphires interview today was screwed screwed screwed. i feel like i've just been run over by a screwdriver or something. i have this really bad feeling that the interviewers think im a bimbo. my good comments were: nice, sweet, warm, engaging, confident, passionate. but my bad comments basically revovled around the fact that my answers arent exactly intellectual ( and SPH needs intellect) and i don't really know my stuff at all.

okaaay. well. i DO have intellect okay. oh dear ever since shubha taught the "bimbo clique" that bimbo cheer in the first 3 months, it appears that the freaking image has stuck! *shrieks in horror!* but honestly, i AM INTELLECTUAL. so there. HAHAHAHHA.

today was like haircut day for all the boys. HAHA. vain poks la, all cut hair for photoshoot rite?? but to be really honest, newly cut hair isn't really nice for guys. cause i think the barbers are so lousy there's always these patches of holes here and there that takes a week to grow out. HAHA.

yesterday was super fun=) went all the way to BISHAN for ndc meeting. omg, it took like SEVENTEEN mrt stops to get there! bought macs, went to jessie's house. super big and NICE! then after the meeting me peiyi and joli went to PASTAMANIA for lunch! YUM! haha we ran for the bus and despite being behind the two of them, wearing a miniskirt and slippers ( they were in shoes and shorts!) i outran them by a lot MUAHAHAHHA. the bus actually started moving and i ran alongside it to catch it. you should see peiyi's and joli's expression after i caught the bus. THEIR EYES WERE POPPING OUT. they were probably thinking im too girly to run muahahha. and in a skirt! then i told them i used to run 100m and they were like woah. a bit like qihan's expression last time when i also outran him for the bus. TEEHEEHEE. i just love shocking people like that. FUN!

during lunch, cos it was three FEMALES the conversation naturally went to GUYS. HAHAHAHHAHA. quite an interesting conversation actually. apparently all my eye candies are a LOT of people's eye candies WHEEE. shows i have good taste muahahhaha. oh yes ______ sat next to me again LOL. okay cue the embarassment back on.

HEH. gotta go do some skill C thingie urgh. toodles.

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why oh why do te NTU courses all sound WAY WAY more interesting than NUS oxford cambridge harvard.................................................................

but my mum doesnt like ntu.

OH FREAK.

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sapphires interview tomorrow. which is why im now busy researching all those university courses in top unis and scholarships. which also means within tonight, im actually gonna try to come to a decision about how i want my life to be. oh freak. so much for being aimless. circumstances are making me make sure i have a direction in life.

i don't know. i want to be a writer. so i always dreamt of going to Oxford for some LIT thingie/ creatvie writing thing. tada. but now that i think of it what are the odds? i mean yes, dreaming big is good but a writer in singapore......... thats gotta be tough. and says who you need to take a course on writing to be a writer? and take a look at lit now. yes, its interesting but do i really wanna spend my entire life doing lit? realisticaly speaking, its not exactly useful. the sph website has all the scholars who took econs in uni. but heck, i just flunk my econs so bad amelia heng will FREAK if i say i wanna major in econs. then my other alternative was always to be a lawyer. major in law huh? ( if anyone mentions legally blonde i'll FREAK. im intelletual okay) but i think LAw is gonna be really really tough. and fun though it might be, maybe im too emotional to be a lawyer. im too used to winning. the minute i lose a case i'll probably just stuff myself with ben and jerry's for a month. bleah. so recently my goal was to just go to NTU and take mass comm, a super slack and fun course that allows us to do stuffs i love: internship with SPH, writing articles, media related stuffs. I LIKE IT. but its such a slack course that none of the good unis offer it. OUCH.

im freaking confused. a decision on what i want in life by tonight eh?
where is the goddamn compass?

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ooh im tired. just finished up the audition proposal thing for BATTLE OF THE BANDS. today was a long day. had dance for SIX HOURS from 8-2!!! hahaha, that practically constitues an entire school day haha. after dance me duying jo yanjun yana nani qihan pangwei and alan went to KAP for lunch!! pretty fun =) was sitting with all the RV ppl, duying qihan alan pangwei and so whenever they started their usual RV talk bout teachers i'll go: oh yeah!!!! as if i know it too MUAHAHHAA. then duying and yana were shrieking bout some hot guy and me and qihan bluffed them that the guy is sitting near us and heard it all! OMG. the entire table actually believed us although we pissed ourselves laughing! even alan and pangwei who sat nearest to us ( so can see us laugh!) believed completely. they all started standing and craning their necks saying WHERE! and i said stopppp making it so obvious! HEEHEEHEE. when we left, duying and yanjun actually went to take a walk around KAP to find him. HAHAHAHHAa. then when they couldnt find him they started scolding the 2 of us for lying OUCH. hahahhaa, but seriously it was funny =)

after KAP-ing, i took a bus ALL THE WAY to tampines mall to shop!! lol. okay, this is BAD. why am i tiring myself like that? the trip took freaking 2 hours. MAN. bought marcus his pressie. hahahha. one of the things is PINK. *grins* and i actually bought the same thing for myself in NAVY BLUE. HAHAHA. tried shopping for a pair of new track shoes but theres no nice designs out now. must be the great singapore sale. oh wells.

ive been getting mood swings often gosh. ah well. so hopefully this abrupt change in tone wont appear too weird.

sometimes you just dont know what you want. what your heart wants, what your brain wants. all of a sudden you are left freaking aimless. honestly i think my life is like just heading off at full blast without a plan. and i dont like this feeling. I want to know what i want. but im freaking fickle URGH.
am i suffering from a quarter life crisis?!?!

i need to borrow jack sparrow's compass.

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today started out as a pretty bad day. like what mr whitby said:

Life shits all over you.
Life's a bitch not a beach.

woke up late today. took a freaking cab that costed me 15bucks. and ended up real early at the bustop waiting for shubha marcus mich zhang like a loner. waited really long for zhang and in the end me and mich went in first but we were practically like late especially since i need to go to the lignum flag. i saw my embarrassing eye candy ______ the minute he got off the bus on the way to school. hmph. just my luck eh. survived an entire class with ______ too. im seriously crossing my fingers the classmate who overheard it did not misinterpret it haha.

got back our CT progress report which was so demoralising i almost wanted to cry. but i didnt cos i guess whats done is done. whats the point of crying over split milk when the more important thing is to figure how to put the milk back into the cup? cos im taking the maximum units with 4H2s and chinese, my current marks apparently does not qualify me to keep this heavy combi. so if i dont do well for promos to pull everything up, im pretty much dead.

guys, two wrongs dont make one right okay. so TWO embarassing eye candy moments DO NOT cancel each other out. saumya sum shubha kat zhang tseruey and phoebe are nuts! omg they are the least discreet people on earth. i actually never knew i could blush so successfully okay. and we were NOT checking each other out OKAY. just erm you know, a coincidence? LOL.

after school waited for kelvin for TWO FRIGGING hours before he came with us to watch pirates!!! me mich marcus and kelvin went cine to eat kfc. saw jocelyn ( we always bump into her!) after lunch mich left then me kelvin and marcus went for the movie. was a bit weird, being the only girl meant that when i squealed orlando BLOOM! i dun get similar squeals back. haha. but at least kelvin laughed whenever i said orlando bloom was hot=) really weird too cos both of them appear to be having a cold war and i felt so tensed!!! ahhhhhhhhhhh. oh wells, movie was nice though=) but KEIRA KNIGHTLEY IS A TWO-TIMER!!!!! urgh. gimme orlando if you dont want him man. honestly. where are your EYES!?!

okay im really tired le. shall go do up my auditions proposal then sleep. dance tml TOODLES.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :)

today woke up really really really tired. i think im gonna fall sick soon oh dear. felt like vomiting the whole day, skin feels dry, complexion is pale............... oh no i seriously cant fall sick before performance next weekend or i'll DIEEEE!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

today was ms matilda ang's last lesson with us. so sad =( i think she's a really sweet teacher. i'll miss her dearly. today she hugged me =) HEH. i was the only one she hugged. YAY. ms ang rocks. currently making her a farewell card........ she was so sweet yesterday, she voted for LIGNUM heehee=) and she actually remembered my answer for speech day for the "bribery" question in lt5 word for word, and told me it was really really good yesterday *smiles* ms ang rocks=)

after school today had this OP workshop thingie which is so hilarious! was trying out various different accents and acting bim with those accents. the indian girls said my tamil accent was pretty good MUAHAHHAHA. stupid ZHANG was wearing this obvious striped jacket that the speaker kept picking on us to answer questions!!! haha i was the "girl on the striped girl's left" and had to answer how to project passion. ANSWER: use a PROJECTOR. rotflmao. then in the class we had to do a speech and it got videoed down. man, i think i look freaking young! haha. the teacher said me celine phoebe and eric were the best =) HEH. considering he was like suaning me before the thing about not treating the speech seriously!!! hahahah.

yesterday was a fun day!! racial harmony =) set up the lignum display and started running around koping teachers to vote by feeding them!! one person commented its like BRIBERY but ms ang nicely rebutted using my tagline from speech day: to put it simply. i love sweets. sweets make me happy and i want to spread the happiness around. AWWWWWWW. haha.

after school went beauty world with kelvin jafnie caleb and tom. haha so weird to be the only girl! ate ice kachang =) then went CCK stadium for track finals WOOTS! haha was having a great time bimbo-ing with fadhli and faizal!!! ( hanern not around so find other bimbotic candidates!) oh yes, for trackers the heart and SOLE is very important. SOLE. HAHAHAHHA. otherwise cannot run!

after track heats despite being SOOOOO EXHAUSTED still went to lot 1 ALONE to shop for a birthday pressie for a fren!!! ( seee i so nice must be appreciative okay otherwise my heart *piank* hahahhahah) so interesting i''ve never entered lot 1 in my lifeeee so i took super long to shop despite being alone!! haha. almost got lost on the way back to bdeok ( the other end of the country omg) cos i almost went to the lrt thingie. hahahahha.

okay gotta go sleeeeep. its like 8 minutes to midnight. haha HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN =)
toooooodles.

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the difference between an eye candy and a crush...
is huge. honestly!! an eyecandy is just someone you think is hot. you can hate his attitude,not /know him at all (ie celebs?) but as long as you think he/she is hot, they qualify. a crush is someone you really like just for who he/she is. but apparently YANJUN doesnt know the difference AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! thanks to the shirtless bballers hanging outside the dance room, we had this dicussion on which cca has the best eye candy and i said _______, and rolled of a couple of names from the CCA.

AND ON THE WAY OUT YANJUN HAD TO TELL XIANGLONG VERYVERY LOUDLY THAT I LIKE _________!!!!!! omigod. eye candy and like is like............. so different!!!!! worse, _______'s classmate HEARD IT and stared at me. OH FREAK. she's probably gonna tell her entire class that and they'll all THINK im inlove/infatuated with him despite the fact that i named him among the a few others anywaY!!! besides i cant LIKE a guy who converses in chinese!!!

i have two options:
1. get attached before entering school tml morning.
2. turn lesbian before entering school tml morning.
OR

someone dig me a hole to bury my head in.

excruciating pain
speaking of digging, today i was carrying the FREAKING HEAVY lib table with celine from the lib to the linkway ( its seriously damn heavy) and a splinter got embedded deep deep deep into my pinky finger!!! OUCH. at dance nani spent like 10mins trying to use her nails to get it out but it didnt budges cos it was super deep! all the while XL and wilbert kept asking: does it hurt???? DUH. i was hurling expletives like running water. and sqeezing jo's hand so freaking hard i think i fractured her bones lol. then QH suggested using a KNIFE to carve it out omigod and when i started shrieking he further scared me by saying as a bio student, if the thing rots inside i will die or something. then dinie took the antidrug pin and used the back to poke and dig the splinter out which was like taking 10jabs at a go cos he had to poke quite a lot. OUCH.

chineseeeeeee
OMIGOD my chinese results is like my best CT results can u believe it? HAHAHAHAHA. but i did super lousy though, considering im in the genius A1 class!!!! HEH. me and winston as usual were insulting each other's chinese standard and then my teacher announced the marks. QINGXUAN-58 ....................... YINGLIANG- 58. OMG. we got the freaking same marks after insulting each other's chinese ALL THE TIME. hahahah we immediately started complmenting each's others FANTASTIC standards of chinese ROTFLMAO.

randoms..
ohhh i think i screwed up phy SPA damnnnn.
thanks to all those who brought RHD stuffs today. you rock=)
shengyu msged me during math lecture: no msging. and he was sitting behind me LOl. lame lehh.
zhang, hope yr mum's better ya?
and nirvina, fight the dengue!!!!!!
LIGNUM HAT!!! we can do it tml ya? =) cheers.

okay im done blogging. BUT im still blushing from mortification. eeeks. HELP.

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frustration is not a very nice feeling to have. sigh.
thanks fadhli for being such a supportive vicecap today=) and kat, yiwen and the three lignumites helping out. seeing you guys really helped cheer me up=)

on a lighter note. MY EYE CANDY SAT NEXT TO ME IN CLASS AGAIN. muahhahahhahaha. okay, im starting to like lessons now roflmao. oh yes and today sijing told me i actually look tanned. HEEHEE. this is so nice considering what i USUALLY hear is along the lines of: sam are u unwell? u look really pale. HAHAHAHAHA. now i look healthy wheeee.

CIP yesterday! its such a cooool and fun day and LONG day that i need forever to blog on it so shall do it tml since i need to study for PHY SPA now. tooodles =)

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video conferencing with kelvin is a LAUGH. hahahhahahahha. so funny. first time i tried it =) *grins* technology is funnnnnn.

marcus is freaking demoralising me and being an ass by not telling me some stuffs too. WTH.

but thanks peiyi dear for cheering me up =) yeah, we're so gonna work hard together okay? always your peiyi-lover *GRINS*

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im pigging out on CANDY.
EYE candy that is.
=)
today's self declared eye candy day HAHAHA.
started the day off with one of my eye candies sitting next to me. OMG OMG.
i think im gonna transfer him to the top of my list le heeheehee.
after that went for canoeing cheering!!! WOAH. me and Celine were like......................................... speechless. RJ canoeists!!! pure nosebleed material. especially the one who looked our way when we were walkingin his direction, which caused us to be like momentaraily stunned and giggly and without even telling each other, we just knew what each of us were thinking. HEH.

oh yes, NJ CANOEING WON OVERALL CHAMPS FOR BOTH BOYS AND GIRLS!!!!!! so exhilarating to be there cheering when we won! hahaha, i think we were really loud cos council is filled with girls. so you get to hear ALOT ALOT ALOT of shrieks. HAHAHHA. ohhhhhh, i love the fact that this RJ girl was wearing OUR nj merchandise jacket!!! *smirks* that was totally WOAH. im so proud of nj =)

me and celine had to chiong all the way back to school for oral. ahhhhhhh, cos of the thunderstorm we were drenched from head to toe, including soggy socks, and sticky and acidy(acid rain!) and stinky. NICE. our oral examiners are soooo LUCKY. hahaha. before entering oral all the fellow oral takers were laughing at my chineseeee. hmphh. but i think oral was pretty good though =) only didnt know one word, and i actually UNDERSTOOD the question which is nothing short of a miracle, considering last year for Os the examiners had to repeat the qn in english for me to understand. how EMBARASSING.

invented lotsa stories for the conversation. including: i have this next door neighnour who's my really good friend. he's about 4 years my junior. and everyday i hear him screaming in pain as he's being beaten by his mum. and afterwards when i ask why he got beaten he says he doesnt know. HAHAHAHA rrrrighto. my immediate neighbour is acutally this really old and frail couple. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. HEH.

ok my brain's all fuzzy and tired from the rain and cheering and oraling today. shall not blog anymore =) oh yeah, i missed out so many lessons today. probably real stupid now. booo =(

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A level chinese oral tml *shriekssssssss* scary thought. especially since im currently having a veryveryvery painful ulcer AND i'll actually be going for the canoeing cheering session just before oral!!! talk about smart. HAHAHA.

Lit H1 paper back today. got second highest in class. hmmmmmm. but its not really very good though. and considering we all probably failed H2 lit, thats gonna so pull everything down *bleahx* so much for an A. ohhhhh, in my lit paper i apparently wrote a word "HORRIBLENESS" and mr whitby circled it like mad!!!! HAHAHA, jafnie says its completely bimbotic. ah wells. its supposed to be horridness HEH.

Sapphires briefing today. sounds pretty fun=) before the thing me and han ern kept bimboing again i think duying was quite speechless HAHAHA. bimbos in sapphires. OMG. lol. interview sounds scary but ive begged Kelvin to be my interveiwer LOL. by the time we were done, dance ended and we went to watch angklung rehearse WOW. so nicceeeee!!! hahaha, its time like this i wished i was musically inclined. on the way home met jianwei and it was so funny cos we were inventing new stuffs SP can say tml if a passerby sees us ( he was drinking H20 and we were at the vERY edge of the mrt station holding our foot out LOL). ahhhhh, i know who the plastic bag ppl SP was talking about le. HEEHEE.

oh yes, had a long talk with grace today =) it was niceeeee. thanks grace for all the feedback bout house session. although i didnt think it was reallly good, my HAT and grace apparently thinks the house session is quite good. hmmmmmmmmm. maybe i shant have too high expectations i guess. grace, im glad your friends liked it=) and the laughing at ourselves part =)

ahhh im really tired. exco meeting early tml morning at 650. yawn. im so gonna have eyebags at oral. maybe i shall try to but down on blogging HAHAHA.

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my mum just freaking screamed at me for no reason. except that i was trying to call someone and checking my mail at the same time. apparently, SLACKING in her terms cos i wasn't mugging.

FINE. im a freaking slacker. which is why im so busy like hell. which is why i actually sat down last night and planned to do which tutorials on which days of the week ( the first time im DOING THEM) *rolls eyes*

today amelia heng demostrated the EPITOME OF DISCRECY PART 2. she said to me: even however much we moderate, still cannot pass leh. OH MAN. econs class was only a few of us, and we spent the whole time gossiping with ms heng bout pple in nj. OMG. ms heng guessed spot on who 06s15 discriminates against and so did i. shocking though. im glad s22 are all happy go lucky friends =D

lit today was so embarassing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! me and jason were giggling and giggling for dunno what reasons ( we were just giggly today) and mr whitby, in front of the WHOLE LT said:

sam and that boy, you two have been giggling throughout the whole LT.
and sam, you look LOST today.
and now now, there you go again always smiling.
you look HAPPILY LOST!

.............................................. how embarassing. everyone turned and looked at me. im now the HAPPILY LOST girl. LOL.

HEEHEE ive deduced that when sam is a good girl and resists the temptations to pon, she gets free periods =) had two free periods everyday since last week. life is goooooooooooooooooooood=)

house session tml!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh dear, its so nerve-wrecking. i think im turning SHY OMGOMGOMGOMG. like todays cca heads meeting i was having a teeny bouts of stage fright when peiyi just left me talking alone. eeeeks. i cant be turning shy at this age!!!!!!!! LOL.

im happy. im sad. sam is an oxymoron am i making sense? LOL guess not. wanted to say some stuffs here, whine a bit bitch a bit, but i figured, HECK.......... its not as if a blog is a safe place to do so. theres silent readers aplenty out there. and i dun really like it but what can i do? shall bitch in my sleep then HEH=)

tooodles.

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hahaha in the end the game lasted till 445 i didnt go back to sleep. after all ,i have to wake up at 515. whats the point? 3 hrs of sleep last night. HEEHEE. and amazingly ms ang still said i looked fresh =)

raining this morning, the entire school came late hmphh. if i had known i would have gone back to sleep. after all, even mr tek was late LOL.

bleahx, i think i failed econs. nono wait a minute, i KNOW i failed econs. MS AMELIA HENG: THE EPITOME OF DISCRETION. from forcing me to sit in front ( plus 5 other ppl) and telling us 6 ppl failed, and saying she is so disappointed in the whole class especially SAMANTHA ENG, and saying now she knows im a dreamer in class........................................................ kinda obvous dont ya think? oh mannnnnn.

was pang sehed during lunch HMPH. so in the end ate with han ern who spent the time bimboing AGAIN. lol. our "spelling test" was hilarious.

HAT meeting after school at KAP!!! =) yum. heehee, talked a lot, ate a lot, gossiped alot..... heeheeeheee appears that fadhli can fit RIGHT IN into our 3girl HAT since he likes even GIRLIER songs than us =P hey guys, i know its super busy from now till NE cup is over but hang on okay?? =) cheers=)

ermmmmmm my brain cant function properly with lack of sleep. and shengyu's proposal is giving me a headache le....................... blah, shall go sleep. nights =)

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HALF TIME!!!!!!
score's one all. LOL.
amazing how the game passes so quickly.
in another 45 minutes, the whole world cup 2006 is gonna be OVER.

ouchhhhh.
then you'll see people suffering from withdrawal sypmtoms HEH.

I dont feel like going to school tomorrow.........................................................................................
imagine those EYEBAGS eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeks!

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i'm in a grouchy mood. god knows why. need to sleep NOW so that i can watch soccer later. but im preparing for tml's morning meeting with the CCA heads. yawn. i think i'l lbe zombie-fied tml morn.

tonight's match, im predicting FRANCE will win. yes although on the surface Italy is the better team, France had been rising steadily in this world cup. improving slowly. i think this is gonna be their peak. as for italy, they're just really lucky thats all. ITALIAN pizza VS. FRENCH fries. hahaha, i ate fries just now.

packed my room today. blah its such a waste of time. but at least now i can return those i borrowed stuffs from and also, i wont be going to school without a SINGLE NOTES like last week. HEH.

the entire world's copying ME and making quizzes HMPHH. i did it first OKAYYYY. lol. and why do i have strangers doing it ( and scoring not bad) i have no idea. oh wells.

oh yes, *impish grin* michelle refuses to take my advice and ask her newly-wedded sister about her wedding night! AWWWWWW da jie! be a little more thick-skinned HEEHEEHEEHEE.

okay i need to sleep. WORLD CUP AT 2AM!!!! WOOOTS!

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im terribly amused. and laughing.
the most ridiculous thing ive ever heard really.
HAHAHAHA
this person (A) likes to analyze things. so he told me the reasons why another person (B) hates me based on his analysis. (which is completely WAY off course because i actually know the reason why ROFLMAO. but its very funny to hear it. its sounds so illogical)

A: i may hurt your feelings if i tell you my guess.
me: its ok, spill.
A: B is a very conservative person. and a highly prejudistic indivivual.
me: yeah?
A: her assessments are highly bias. judgements of people are mostly based on physical qualities. or background.
me: uh huh
A: so my guess of why she hates you is because you are pretty. and your behavior is childish.
me: ...
A: you are energetic in nature. and you smile too much.
me: erm, isnt that good??
A: not to her. she sees it as a weakness.
me: a WEAKNESS?!?!??!
A: and your lovely personality is your biggest weakness.
me: WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!??!
A: she sees you vulnerable to affections and relationships.

A: so am i close?


HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
see i wasnt kidding when i said it was hilarious.

bimboing with hanern about cal0ries(with a zero) and cal301ries and low fat hair gel!!!!!!HAHAHAHA. relieve stress after trying to do math va HEH. toodles.

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LALALALALALA.

the other day i saw a girl enter the "crush" stage. today, i saw her fall utterly and completely in love.

how sweet=) its so nice and happy to see your friend feeling so nice and happy and in love. almost as if you're in love yourself. OKAY MAYBE NOT. but close. enjoy it dear!!! =) its a fun time ure gonna have HEEHEE. but stop those mushy-ing me and dy might really PUKE soon. hahahahha.

my quiz score board: http://www.quizyourfriends.com/scoreboard.php?quizname=060708051534-338326

duying got 70!!! OMG, so smart hahahha. the person who got 20, SHAME ON YOU. =P haha lousy!!!!

im dying for math VA it does not make sense urgh. feel like sleeping or watching teevee. not doing this. hmphhh.

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I MADE A QUIZZ!!!!!!

take it people =) pretty please. lets see who scores the highest cheers. heres the link, i put it under the link 'know' below too!

http://www.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=060708051534-338326

LOVE!

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supposed to be doing my math VA now but im really too lazy to start.
thanks duying for lending my the VA question paper. haha otherwise im pretty much dead=)

dance prac this morning. apparently the seniors forgot to remind cikgu about it and thus he made other plans which also caused him to be in a pretty much grumpy and angry mood today. scarrrry.

but after food came his mood improved though=) ms chen got us macs as usual YUM. then cikgu mentioned that he dreamt of me..... and sarah................... ERM. okay, he didnt comment further but i just hope it isnt a tragic dream!!! especially since he was talking about riots in dreams. LOL.

im glad i didnt join in the malay dance exco running politics/stuffs/headache. i mean, its been so long already and they're not announcing the results. although im barely invovled i feel for those who are running. its been ages. the results just keep dragging which means now all the cca meetings (another one on MONDAY!) is still the current pres attending!! gee.

jo dear i hope ure enjoying yourself RIGHT NOW. heeheeheehee. as your lesbian partner im officially DUMPING you for you to reach for greeeeener (or oranger) pastures. LOL.

ok time to do math va. bubbles bubbles bubbles. here i comeeeeeeee!

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from one of the usual chain mails aneesa sends me. i think its sweet. and yes, im bored too. =)

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELESTE!!!!
celeste's birthday today =) met her on the bus on the way to school with jianwei. LOL, we entered school on time but walked so slowly till we were LATE at the parade square!!! so embarassing. stood next to kelvin and he spent the whole time telling me mr sitoh/ ms chua were walking near us OMG. nearly died there. eeeeks!

first period: physics paper. sam is a double failure. fine i know practically alotta people got like 10plus 20plus marks so i shouldnt feel so terrible about getting 30plus but i still do ok. apparently my guesswork sucks pretty bad. i didnt do mcq qn17-25 and i just shaded anything i liked. turned out i only got ONE MEASLY question right. probably would have gotten more if i shaded the same option for all. prob will get like 3 right. hmphhh.

went out with birthdaygirl, michelle, kelvin and marcus to cine today. in case anyone's wondering why is it only j2s and me....................... hmph shubha and sum, i cant believe you guys did that. dont feel like elaborating but now im feeling kinda sad that the seniors will be leaving end of the year and i'll probably just end up..........................................lonely. HEH we did this video of kelvin which was uber cooooool! kevin POTTER can apparate ROFLMAO. its really funny:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=HA0wuv1Rk1g

ate at BK. then celeste left us to go celebrate with her family=) so me mich kel marcus went to watch JUST MY LUCK!!! hahaha actually i expected it to be better cos lindsay lohan's in it but it was pretty draggy. and not very funny. after movie we went to take NEOS!!! hahaha, bullied marcus into wearing this tiara thingie. and me and mich secretly took in a hat to put on kelvin muahahhaha.

the neotaking wasnt very fun though thanks to a certain idiot/non-angel/devil by the name of KELVIN LOW. hmphh. STOP JACKING PEOPLE UP OK! its super irritating, lame, stupid, awkward and childish. think about it, after being made so uncomfortable you think i'll go out with all of you again without thinking twice?? geee. OKAY i think i sound pissed. no im not pissed anymore (the apologising and groveling was pretty fun HEH) but if you ever do that again. . . you're gonna get a chance to try out those long time fighting skills of yours. and this is the girl who first fought a p6 boy in p2 =) muahahhaha trust me i know exactly where to kick so that your parents will need another boy child to carry on the family line HEEHEEHEE.

oh yeah, just realised peiyi had veryveryvery good woman's intitution. without knowing alot of my stuff, without reading my blog, or hanging out with me, she has managed to guess everything correctly about my love life OMG. im impressed. i think i should learn from her to improve lit. HAHAHA.

nothing more to blog. oh wells. toddles. dance tml mornnnnnn!

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i feel like ranting ranting ranting.
supposed to be doing my chinese VA now but its so bloody hard to type in chinese i feel like crying. tml's the dateline urghhh.
ever since my hp's sent for repair im recieving an average of 50smses and 60calls from people telling me to do this and that. OKAY. i think im gonna start shrieking very soon.
maths CT: FAILED. im a freaking failure. a sub pass omg. okay so what if i pass after the addtional 5marks moderation? the point is i failed. i've let myself down. okay so maybe i've been a freaking slacker maybe now isn't like sec school anymore where i can slack and score but im not gonna take this failure lying down. its shit. so what if practically everyone failed too? i don't wanna be a failure nevertheless. i put in the most effort for math and ended up like that. wonder whats gonna happen for the rest............................................................

last year my seniors 05s22 were the bottom of the trip science level. i told michelle this year 06s22 will follow their footsteps. guess what? we beat them at their own game. we're not just bottom of a combination we are the bottom of the ENTIRE SCIENCE STREAM. the only two classes below us are A01 and A02. ouch. but all the different tutorials classes i go to are apprently uber smart! s10- top 3 in jc level. s15- STREAMED. s12- top student from there! OKAY. why oh why isnt their smartness rubbing off me?

on a lighter note.....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

funny how it is i see my seniors everyday and hang with them but today of all days i didnt see them at all thus cant wish the bdae boy. but heres wishing you anyways =) HAPPY BDAE!!! did ahem J ahemahem L ahem give u anything? HEH.

today i saw a girl fall in love. ok maybe not exactly completely in love but enter the puppy love/crush stage. and it was.............cute. i've realised i do miss that happy free feeling of having a new crush on someone. you know, where you just keep grinning for no reason, your mood's always happy, the sky's brighter, the world's a better place, your heart thumps like crazy. . . its fun. and casual. and light. and suddenly everything you do turns out great. treasure this feeling miss "high cos of the 4letter L word" hahaha. cos once its gone, its like a complete reverse. you start feeling like youre in a bad mood all the time. i hope you wont ever get to experience that though =)

OKAY i need to continue my 1000chinese words which is freaking impossible. life is freaking busy. anddddd DEMORALIZING. CTs. HMPHHHH.

ps. KELVIN IS DUMBBBB. HE DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO ENTER MY BLOG HAHAHAHAHA.

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sam is such a good girl. she attended her VERY FIRST h2 lit lecture this year muahahaha. (not counting introductory lecture) and as a reward for her wonderful goodness she got a free period after lunch ( yay! talked crap with michelle kelvin and marcus hahaha) and 3 free periods afterwards (pw! contact! CAAL!), where she went coro to this thai restaurant and ate the SAME RED RUBY THING as yesterday!!! HAHAHA. ok im lame.

ok today's captain's meeting with cca leaders was............... a disaster, to put it in qihan's words. urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ok i think they think we're STUPID. cos we weren't allowed to disclosed some stuffs and you could practically see the thought bubbles: why these captains so stupiidddd never think of this and that huh. AND not all cca leaders turned up (ahem ahem so irresponsible hor? piank!) it was somewhat like speech day, we got shot a LOT. had to answer lotsa stuffs. EVEN my dear president (HMPH) shot us some super longggg question which by the time he finished i forgot the front part! ( eh, not everyone is so genius to rmb the entire paragraph u saidddd!!!!) AND HE WAS GIGGLING THROUGHOUT THE MEETING AT US with his fren. *frowns* next time you hold debrief in md im gonna giggle non stop okkkayyyy =P HEH. but oh well i do get how the cca leaders feel. if i were them i'll feel a bit confused too. but try stepping into our shoes a bit ya? =)

after the meeting we were all so depressed and mr sitoh cheered us up saying that at the end of our term we would have VERY VERY thick skins. hmmm considering at the age of 10 my tutor said i was the thickest skinned girl she had ever met. which must be due to the fact that whenever she caned ppl they cried (even boys) but i didnt. i even happily stick out my hand for her to cane instead of having her to force me. HAHAHA. and i still rmb once my best mate owed her 48 canings( nv do 12pgs of work!) and i offered to take over half the load for him cos he was crying like mad. *grins* after this council term my skin will be so thick u cant pierce through it heeheehee so fun!

cleaning of PUB room wheeeeee. heh terra seems to have stuffs from EVERY HOUSE! HAN ERN YOU THIEFFFFFFF. lol. HAT meeting they FINALLY know why im so stressed hahaha. ahhh its so tough to find a jts date!!!!!! boooo.

ahhhh shengyu has problems to spill. lol. ok everyone seems to treat me like a good listener amazingly =) ok duty calls, shall listen to his problems lol. tatata =)

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about busyyyness...
ok i admit it im stressed. i need 48 hours a day help.

about chinese listening...
one word: DISTRACTING. (heeheehee)

about oral...
omg. what the freeeak. i think both me and winston got a lousy just pass grade. hmph. lao shi said to me at the end in those sorta TERRIBLE TONE: ying gai ke yi ji ge laaa. ahhhhhhh after my oral i found out winston was told the EXACT SAME THING and he knows he got 11/20. *grimace* i probably did too. AHHHHHHHHHH. to think the 2 of us were insulting each's others chinese before oral and we ended up saying practically the same (WRONG) stuff. question was something bout singaporeans valuing spiritual life less, material like more and both of us went on and on about FAMILY life. huh huh. totally dumb. when we were supposed to talk bout art and books blahblah. and one's an art student the other's a lit student and none of us mentioned either OUCHH.

about md lunch...
the entire md went out to eat hahaha. real hard to find a space to fit us all but finally went to this thai restuarant at far east. super funny we kept playing broken telephone while waiting HAHAHA. all the stuffs were in malay jap or chinese so TOUGHHHH!!!! horny dinie!!! ohhh that was hilarious.!

about superman...
after lunch the group split ways. me jo duying fadhli went to meet syamil at lido!! haha superman was great. but no i DO NOT think hes hot. ( jo duying dun kill meeee!) with fadhli on my left and dy on my right i can easily compare the diff a guy/girl acts in a cinema. when i chattered to fadlhi he kept saying: talk after the show. hahahha. when i talked to dy she went on talking to me too. lol. oh yeah superman's son is cute. he's gonna be fighting girls off with a mile long stick when he grows up =) CUTE.

about love, relationships, secrets, confidences...
after the movie the two guys left first with the 3 girls citing we wanted to SHOP. yeah rite. gossip session? haha nah its a heart to heart session =) love is so strange dont you think. learnt more about the others' love lifes a bit more today. jo says she a hopeless romantic. and guess what i must say i am too. must be some lit student syndrome lol. where you just want something big, something exciting and not the usual low key nothingness that you never see in books. hmmm. but you know what jo? i think lit students should learn to be more down to earth. hopeless romantics just all end up getting disillusioned anyways. don't ya think? just look at singaporean guys HEH. idea of proposing? lets buy a hdb flat................
scandals are amusing=) when it doesnt involve yourself HEE. after jo left for west bound train me and dy talked somemore. hmmmmmm. confusing business. eeeeks.

I WANT THOSE PURPLE SHADES!!!!!!!! alot alot alot alot alot. i need to raise funds!!! HAHAHHA.

about life...
there's a reason why the word hopeless is in hopeless romantics. helppp.
i think i think too much.

i think this is a lame entry. hmphhh.

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I SUCK AT TYPING IN CHINESE I SWEAR.
hmph. after 2 hours, i've only typed the title of the book, author and publication. oh great just great. i have to finish this book review by tonight or else i don't have any time to do it next week hmphs.

today went to panasonic to get my phone repaired. haha saw huilin and 2 other senior councillors on my way there. huilin looked real pretty in outside clothes =) and no, im perfectly straight people, just a random comment. panasonic HQ is............. BLOODY FAR! the woman there wanted to help me upgrade some software in my phone for me but it meant LOSING ALL MY CONTACTS MESSAGES AND PICTURES and i was like nooooooooooooooooooooooooo! for some reason i was so horrified at losing everything!! haha guess its like what ppl say your phone is like your life. i even have stored messages since debate finals last year how can i bear to delete them all? =)

the phone's gonna take a few days to repair so now im like using this super lao tu no colour, terrible ringtone, nokia 2100. urgh and the keypad is so NOISY i simply cannot msg discreetly in class anymore gosh. after sending the phone for repair went IKEA for fun. lol i realise i want a lotta things from there but didnt buy hahahha. ate subway YUM! ermmm. bought a new wallet PINK AAGAIN! oh dear, i have pink phone, pink wallet, pink watch, pink ipod, pink mp3, pink discman............

I WANNA PAINT MY CAMERA PINK!!!!!

hahahha. okay im being lame. anyway its back to chinese VA for me now. CHINESE ORAL TML KILL ME PLEASE! i need to learn the how to speak the language sseeeeeriously. last year the olevel examiners had to REPEAT THE QUESTION IN ENGLISH. which was about SLY and me being a fan actually DID NOT KNOW HIS CHINESE NAME OMG. see how anti chinese i am? HELP!!!!!

incidentally though, i got distinction for olevel oral HAHAHAHAHA.
and no, i DID NOT bribe the examiners.

maybe i was so bad they thought i wasn't chinese and gave me sympathy marks OUCH.
piank. (heehee)


ps. MD PEOPLE after md lunch jo duying syamil and ME are gonna go watch superman!!! everyone is WELCOME wheeeeeeeee =)

and no, me jo and duying are NOT paedophiles. REALLY. heeeheeeheeeeeeee. no plans to pounce on the little young boy we're bringing out *ahemmmmm*
unless he wears a bright orange shirt again then i cant be responsible for my actions people!!!

HAHAHAHHA. no im just kidding =) cheers!

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watching legally blonde and having online captains meeting now. wheeeeee.
ermmm. for some reason i still feel bored.
must be the whole staying at home the entire day feeel. boooooooo.

celine's msg to me:
Hey bimbo.. There's legally blonde on channel 5 now. Ha ha. THe perfect chick flick. Have fun watching. =)

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH. and i replied!!!!!! oh dear. i think i just admitted to be a bimbo! *gasps in horror!*

no i'm not. SERIOUSLEEEEE. haha, im intellectual okay cel? =)

whover said orange is the new pink is seriously deluded.

HAHAHAHA.

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just spent half the day in my room with the aircon on, curtains drawn, 987fm blasting, lying on my bed and....................... READING A CHINESE BOOK. hahaha. its for VA people, please don't get the wrong idea that sam has turned into a CHEENA POK. she's still wondering how's she's supposed to actually converse in chinese in tml's ORAL. but to be honest the book is actually quite interesting. HAHAHA. cos i read it before for a test last year soooo its slighty more erm understandable? teehee.

ohhh yesterday was really fun! ushering at the SYF was actually quite easy after all! HAHA. Kelvin was actually like cursing me to get sunburned but guess what WE WERE USHERS FOR THE VIP GRANSTAND ONLY MUAHAHAHAHA. which makes it very comfy and no i did not come into contact with the sun AT ALL. *grins* me and han ern were soooo smart, we volunteered to be like the registration ppl for the VIPS! which means these VIPS have to come to us and register before entering muahahhaha. and the registration was at this nice aircon place so it was funnnn! the 2 of us were competing with the other 2 at another table to see who has more ppl and WE WON!!!! muahhahaha. * dances in glee* we told all the moving ushers to kop VIPs over to our side hehehe. and also we made frens with this quite impt lady of the event so she said she will help us by standing at our table cos she knows all the VIPS and they will come our way!!!! MUAHAHAHHAHAHAH.

oh yes, I MET MRS KELVYNA CHAN!!!! my ex tk principle so fUN! haha actually she walked over to the other table but that nice bigshot lady upon hearing how much i wanted to meet Mrs chan went over and kinda made her come over to OUR table. teeheeeheee. so sweet=) aHHH we saw PM lee, tharman and a lotta other BIGSHOTS TOO! so fun! then during less busy periods me and han ern did reallly reallly reallly lame stuff like COLOURING THE GUEST LIST WITH MARKER! ( omg, han ern colour so hard until the table also kana permanent maker ink laaa DIE!) and we also drew the lignum and terra sign on the markers and waterbottles!!! hahahha. and han ern kept playing with the lift to terrorise POOR FADHLI who is the liftman!!!!! ohhhhh, he kept wanting to do mass dance too ( mass dance comm rox!) but i was like NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. so paiseh if a guest walks in rite HEH. oh yeah, THARMAN IS FUNNY! he was practising his wave in the lift! OMG. so cutteeeeeeee! hahahhahaha.

AFTER the event was quite an adventure laaa. haha. we were all supposed to go out for dinner but for some stupid reason me and celine got PANG SEHED!!! ( stupid han ern! told us to wait downstairs) so there we were lost and hungry and lonely. and after a while i decided not to go le cos waiting for the bus took AGES. so i followed this group of ppl who's walking to the mrt. WHO KNEW! after walking a while, they asked a policeman how to get there and he said: THERE's NO WAY OUT WE BARRICADED ALL THE WALKWAYS. so now im alone, lost, and stuck with no way out AND my phone is still spoilt rmb? saw a bus dunno going which direction but i just hecked and ran after it ( in court shoes!) and boarded the bus WITHOUT KNOWING WHERE IT GOES.

so lets see the situation. its at night, theres a jam, im alone, lost, hungry, uncontactable, stuck. RRRIGHT. and guees what??? i saw celine on the bus after a few stops and we were both IN THE SAME SITUATION! omg. in the end we realised we were going in the WRONG direction from where we THOUGHT we were going. (we thought we were heading orchard). LUCKILY THANK GOD we went passed tk. gosh. we alighted and from there i obviously knew how to get around PHEW. okay so by the time i got home it was 845 and i was so hungry and tired i wanted to jist die and GUESS WHAT?

I FORGOT MY KEY AND WAS STUCK OUTSIDE COS MY PARENTS WERE OUT.

right. i smsed them to hurry up and their idea of hurrying is arriving ONE HOUR AND 3MINS later. sheeeeesh. they were actually at the nearest shopping centre to my house hmphhh. spent the one hour msging, playing games with my hp and reading my entire inbox ( 488 msgs!) oh gosh i just reaslised i actually have very very lame sms conversations with people. talking about absolutely NOTHING. but just talking hahahahahaha. people go read your inbox it can get quite hilarious i burst out laughing a couple of times HAHA. my games in my hp is not very fun hmphhh. oh and kelvin is a lousy angel tooo cos he couldnt make my house key appear in front of me. LOUSY. angel with no magical powers boooooo.

erm okay im running outta things to talk about. I WANNA GO OUT!!!!!!!!! seriously people i havent been out since end of CTS ( dinner with jo in orchard didnt count it barely lasted 2hrs) someone ask to go out and play pleasseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ice skating movie eat ANYTHING!!!! im tired of having such a boring lifeee. hmphhhh. michelle's not free to go out with meeeeeee. sobsobsob. ohhh tue after dance md lunch yay! but cant we make it into a looooong outing go for movie or something?? i really need to enjoy before CT results are out.

OKAY BACK TO READING MY CHINESE BOOK. hmphhhhhh sadistic people out there STOP LAUGHING. i mean it. hahahhahahah.