1. Starting Time: 1128 pm
2. Full Name: Samantha Eng
3.Best Friend(s): many many =)
4.Sexiest Friend: SUMYUTHA!!!!!!
5. Funniest Friend(s): i only befriend funny people HAHAHA! but the only one who can crack me up when im depressed= ANEESA
6. Smartest friends: im from NJC. everyone is a smartass!!!! except me. ouch. haha.
7. Dumbest Person: ME
8. Shyest Friend: HAHAHAHA. the boy who cant hold 10 words conversations with me are you reading this? =)
9. Most boring person: that one that has no life teeheehee.
10. Who Do you get advice from: everyone. aneesa especially =)
11. Height : 163... 7 more cm to go!
12. D(ate)O(f)B(irth): 22nd may 1989
13. Righty / Lefty: born a lefty, trained to be a righty LOL.
15. Shoe Size : 8? dunnooooooo.
16.Shoe Brand: nike!!!!! woohoo! just do it =)
17. Do you Crack any Body Parts: DUH. my 10fingers, toes, back, neck, leg?( when i kick for ballet hahaha)
19. Sibling(s): NONE. sad life. but michelle is my DAJIE! haha.
20. Email Address: dun want tellllllll =)
21. Boy Friend/Girl Friend: heeheehee. im a girl with many girlfriends =)
22. Crush: life would be BORING. but then again, even im not sure if im actually having a crush now HAHAHA. confused sam. =)
23. Liked a Teacher: duh! kenneth koh rocks! but he doesnt teach me! haha. Yeo shor horrrr!!!! =)
26. Ate a Tub of Ice Cream: ermm nope. half yes =)
27. Ran Into a Glass Door : YES. dead embarassing. i rmb it was at bugis. on my BIRTHDAY. i saw this really nice skirt on the display... WHAM!
29. Gone Skinny Dipping: NOOOOOOOO!!!! im an innocent GIRL!!! dont corrupt me =)
30. Nearly hit by a car: MANY TIMES HAHAHA.
31. Ran into a speeding car: im not THAT stupid.
Girls Fill Out About Guys
35. Boxers or Briefs: BOXERS. briefs are like too BRIEF for my clean and innocent mind ya know=)
36. Tall or Short : TALL. duhhhhh.
37. Does size matter: *eyes widen innocently* u mean what size? shoe sizeee? well yeah. too small or too big so hard to buy shoes as bdae gift. muahhahahaha.
:38. Six-pack or Muscular Arms: SIX PACK!!!!! =)
39. Body or Personality: BOTH? haha but personality is way more important. must have SENSE OF HUMOUR!!!!! =)
40. Ear Pierced or Not : pierced is cool. haha but imagine bringing him home to meet your PARENTS. lol.
41. Sporty or Outdoorsy: is there a difference?
42. Good or Bad guy: Bad guys are hot( think edison!) but since im such a gooooood girl =) i like good boys tooo =)
Guys Fill Out on girls
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Which One is Better
59. Coke or pepsi: Vanilla coke!
60. K.F.C or Mcdonalds: KFC i love cheeese fries!
61. Cats or Dogs : ermmmm none? i like dolphinsssss =) esp the one that followed me around at seaworld hahahha!
62. Coffee or Tea : TEAAAAA =) oh but coffee is better for smelling purposes=)
63. Eastside or westside: EAST! where the surf sand sea and SAM is =)
64. Vanilla or chocolate: VANILLA!!!!!!!!!
65. Cake or Cookies: cooooooookies. cake is for old ladies.
66. Purple striped Lime socks or white socks: Why no orange striped pink songs??? haha. ermm. the former! i like interesting stuffffs.
67. Sunset or Sunrise: rise! its like saying hello and not byebye =)
68. Day or Night: day is more fun. night is more romantic. hahhahaha.
69. Lights on or off : hmmmmmm. depends on the rate of electricity bill. oh and who's paying muahhahaha.
YOUR FAV...
71. Food: italian!!! pasta and pizza..................
73. Holiday destination: hmmmmmmmm. anywhere wher i can go stay at a sKI RESORT AND ski the whole holiday!!!!!!!!!! even better, go with friends =)
74. Radio Station: 987 and power 98!!! okay i admit im a radio surfer. i swtich btwn the 2 ALOT.
75. Place: TAKA!!!! my future homeeee. my bed also. hahahha.
In The Future
76. Will you believe in God: yeppppp =)
77. What you want to be when you grow up: writer/journalist/DJ. muahahha. the girl who outsold JK rowling maybeeee? =)
78. Define Love: It can't be defined. You can't explain it. Its stupid, illogical, ridiculous but at the same time its amazing. LOL.
80. Favourite Place: taka STILLLLLLL.
81. Favourite day(s) of the week: FRIDAY!!! WOOHOO!
84.Satan or God or atheist: all three.
More questions
85. Do you love someone right now: all my friends and family. as in romantically, hmmmmmmm. i seriously don't know. hahaha.
86. Do you care about someone: refer to above. LOL.
87. Do you think of someone everyday: i'll be lying if i said no.
89. Do you think someone is special in any way: everyone is special. fingerprints remember? HEEHEE.
Friday, June 30, 2006
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PERSONALITY TESTThe Dalai Lama said read it to see if it works for you. Very interesting. Just 4 questions and the answers will surprise you. Do not cheat by looking up the answers. The mind is like a parachute, it works best when it is opened. This is fun to do, but you have to follow the instructions very closely.Do not cheat.MAKE A WISH BEFORE BEGINNING THE TEST!!A Warning! Answer the questions as you go along. There are only four questions and if you see them all before finishing, you will not have honest results. Go down slowly and do each exercise as you scroll down. Don't look ahead. Get pencil and paper to write your answers as you go along. You will need it at the end.This is an honest questionnaire which will tell you a lot about your true self.Give an answer for each item.
Put the following 5 animals in the order of your preference.Cow Tiger Sheep Horse Pig
Tiger COw Horse Sheep Pig
Write one word that describes each one of the following: Dog Cat Rat Coffee Sea
Dog: loyal
CAt: cute
RAt: small
Coffee: refreshing!
Sea: beautifooooool =)
Think of someone (who also knows you and is important to you) that you can relate them to the following colours (do not repeat your answer twice. Name just one person for each colour.) Yellow Orange Red White Green
Yellow: ME! hahaha at least most of my sec sch frens always put me as yellow! SHUBHA
Orange: ME! hahhahha. LIGNUM. hmmm. erm. someone=) lol.
REd: SUMYUTHA!! HOT!
White: michelle. she's so nice. oh kelvin also cos he's my angel. but mich is nicer muahhaha. so MICHELE!
Green: tse rueyyyyyyy. duunnno why. HAHA.
Finally, write down your favourite number and your favour! ite day of the week....................... Finished? Please be sure that your answers are what you REALLY WANT.
TWENTYSEVEN! fridayyyyyyyy=)
Look at the interpretations below: (but first before continuing, repeat your wish.) This will define your priorities in your life
Tiger Signifies PRIDES
Cow Signifies CAREER
Horse Signifies FAMILY
Sheep Signifies LOVE
Pig Signifies MONEY
2)Your description of dog implies your own personality.----> loyal
Your description of cat implies the personality of your partner.---->cute
Your description of rat implies the personality of your enemies.---->small
Your description of coffee is how you interpret sex.----> refreshing
Your description of the sea implies your own life.----> BEAUTIFUL!!!!
3)
Yellow: Someone you will never forget - Shubha
Orange: Someone you consider your true friend - heehee.
Red: Someone that you really love - SUmyutha!!!!
White: Your twin soul - Michelle!
Green: Someone that you will remember for the rest of your life - Tseruey!!
hahahhahha. koped this from kelvin's msn space when tseruey told me bout it. so bo liao!!! =)
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the CTs are over wheee. i should feel... i don't know? relieved, happy, liberated?? but not exactly. cos now that its over im busier than ever. and i don't really think i gave in my best shot for this CT. and that's not a very nice feeling to feel. slacker i may be but i always had high aspirations though. my mum says i had my life too easy. i usually get what i want without much effort. i slack in sec school, but still manage to top the class. i get whatever i want most of the time so when i taste disappointment one day, its gonna be a HARD fall. i thought i would have experienced that fall this year when running for LIGNUM captain, but i didn't and i guess this CT is pretty much gonna be it. FAILURE. im not used to it. and i don't plan to get used to it. i know its my fault. i could have prevented it. this isn't like secondary school anymore. you can no loger tyco and score while slacking. its time to learn the art of discipline. wish me luck people. =)
today's papers were much better than expected=) chinese was good in the sense that despite not reading the 5 stories AT ALL, it didn't affect the paper because they printed out the story anyway. so i could read it there and then. Lit H1 was pretty good cos the theme of LOVE came out. hahaa it's funny LOVE wasn't written in ANY of the online guides but i just had this gut feeling it would come out =) cheers. H2 was really hard though. Never expected the imagery and mood part so whipped out some sec sch crappings. then the entire story had NO STORY and has nothing to do with 20th century writing! ermmm. i crapped my way through and twisted the angles to show that it IS 20thcentury. then i said but its also like not. then i saw the author IS from twentieth century and i said, but again maybe it does show. HAHA. i sound confused.
today was a seriously unlucky day too. in the morning a teacher picked on me. shan't comment on that. i also forgot my dictionary but thank god i have lao shi's hp from that time she chased me to hand up homework. so i immediately msged her to lend me phew. haha thanks lao shi =) i think you're really cool=) then after the chi paper i found out my hp spoilt. i cant hear ppl on the line. and its still not working damn. then i realised no one to eat lunch with because everyone didnt take lit. ended up eating lunch with all the malay boys haha. oh and just 3 mins before lit, i realised i left my lit text in the LIBRARY and broke sprinting record by running there and back. man. my life sounds hilariously unlucky.
after lit, went orchard to eat with JO! haha. a complete impulse outing coswwe were both actually planning to go home. haha sorry duying we left you out. next time k??=) talked a lot of stuff. haha. hmmmm. life is plain sucky don't be discouraged k jo? im sure everything will turn out fine in the end. no matter what, im here for you. and duying. all the best dears =)
ushering tml at SYF. haha. in full BLAZER. ouch. will suffer from heat stroke. Kelvin wants to go to nanyang funfair ( you P+!) but now i cant make it. can't even go get a chinese book to do my VA either. ouch. anyone can lend me? haha. preferably with translations =) okay i wanna do those lame personality tests thing HAHAHA. tata =)
today's papers were much better than expected=) chinese was good in the sense that despite not reading the 5 stories AT ALL, it didn't affect the paper because they printed out the story anyway. so i could read it there and then. Lit H1 was pretty good cos the theme of LOVE came out. hahaa it's funny LOVE wasn't written in ANY of the online guides but i just had this gut feeling it would come out =) cheers. H2 was really hard though. Never expected the imagery and mood part so whipped out some sec sch crappings. then the entire story had NO STORY and has nothing to do with 20th century writing! ermmm. i crapped my way through and twisted the angles to show that it IS 20thcentury. then i said but its also like not. then i saw the author IS from twentieth century and i said, but again maybe it does show. HAHA. i sound confused.
today was a seriously unlucky day too. in the morning a teacher picked on me. shan't comment on that. i also forgot my dictionary but thank god i have lao shi's hp from that time she chased me to hand up homework. so i immediately msged her to lend me phew. haha thanks lao shi =) i think you're really cool=) then after the chi paper i found out my hp spoilt. i cant hear ppl on the line. and its still not working damn. then i realised no one to eat lunch with because everyone didnt take lit. ended up eating lunch with all the malay boys haha. oh and just 3 mins before lit, i realised i left my lit text in the LIBRARY and broke sprinting record by running there and back. man. my life sounds hilariously unlucky.
after lit, went orchard to eat with JO! haha. a complete impulse outing coswwe were both actually planning to go home. haha sorry duying we left you out. next time k??=) talked a lot of stuff. haha. hmmmm. life is plain sucky don't be discouraged k jo? im sure everything will turn out fine in the end. no matter what, im here for you. and duying. all the best dears =)
ushering tml at SYF. haha. in full BLAZER. ouch. will suffer from heat stroke. Kelvin wants to go to nanyang funfair ( you P+!) but now i cant make it. can't even go get a chinese book to do my VA either. ouch. anyone can lend me? haha. preferably with translations =) okay i wanna do those lame personality tests thing HAHAHA. tata =)
Thursday, June 29, 2006
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HAHAHA. my very colourful and act cute lit notes!!!!figured if i had to mug, might as well make it interesting eh? =)
which explains the wriggly yellow-blue line that serve no purpose HEH.
its 939 in the morning in a couple more hours you would have the entire school ending CTs ( including the J2s) except for the LUCKY ones who take lit, chinese, art or Spapers. ouchhh. haha but think about it this way for us, our entire CT fate isnt sealed.... YET=) two more papers to go. wheeeee. that might actually mean 2 passes for this CT if i mug hard enough.
actually a part of me dun want CTs to end. life is gonna be VERY VERY VERY busy once CTs are over. need to do Chinese VA, math VA, prepare for dance performance on 29july, settle the ENTIRE national day performance stuff, clean PUB ROOM!, cap duties, HAT meeting, HAT refelctions, house session!, house outing!, RACIAL HARMONY DAY!, physics SPA, chinese AO ORAL!, CIP..........................................
oh man. okay time to eat breakfast and start mugginggggggggggggggggggg.
if lit and chinese can actually be MUGGED. hahahhaha.
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
122
eff you see cayyyyyyy!!!!!
oh dear me sam is such a vulgar little girl.
LOL.
i would currently like to declared I HATE ALL THE PCME-ers!!! *whinessss* no fairrrr! they all happily ended all their CTs TODAY. urghhhh. i'm like so jeaaaaloussss! they have a HAPPY 7-day break! took 171 home today and OMG i regret it so bad cos everyone on the bus was happily chattering about what movie they were going to watch in orchard!!! and there i was like some loser going home. OUCH. celeste and kelvin ended CTs too hmph. and han ern's entire class went out together wow. its times like this when i totally regret being in a mixed combi class. we'll never get a chance to celebrate together liddat because we don't end at the same time do we? hmmm. that's just plain sad.
okay. let's stop avoiding the subject and talk about the CTs itself. geeeee. can anyone spell S C R E W E D? im more screwed than any hooker you can find on the street.
sheesh. math yesterday was disastrous. actually when ure doing it its not so bad cos for the weird qns that came out ( there were alot! esp the one where we dunno the meaning of CONJECTURE!) , you just skip them and do those you know. it was only AFTER the test i counted the no. of marks i didnt do and it came up to a FRIGGING 44 MARKS! and its over a 100. apparently tse ruey didnt do 48, sum 50 and cat about 30 BUT that doesnt exactly make me feel any better. not at all. altho econs was more screwed then this, i felt more disappointed in math because i know i put in a lot of work for it. i freaking did EVERY SINGLE math qn i had from the tutorials and worksheets. AND last year's CT which i could do every single question! and yet.... the test freaking killed me. i heard there was this two very useful booklets of worksheets, formulas and importan stuff and worked solutions everyone was supposed to get. but i guess i was the only one who didnt get it. this is the horrible part about being the outsider in every tutorial class. i dont even KNOW who my math rep is. geee. i feel so disaapointed in myself.
physics today. urgh. ok physics was never my strong suit i have to admit but it is the subject i put in the most time on during the hols. and i spent so much time thinking i had no time to finish. MCQs-> 25 qns. i only did till qn 17 when time was up so i shaded any-old-howedly . Section C is practically blank except the last part i wrote: air resistance is negliable. HAHAHA. rrright, i can state the assumption i made to DO the qn without doing the question. SMART SAM. and after that tse ruey told me the qn had NOTHING to do with air. ouch. i didnt even have time to read it. last year's CT came up newton's 2nd law so i told myself to be smart and just learn 1st and 3rd. RIGHT. when we had to check the no of pages, i flipped and saw: state newton's 2nd law.
i started cursing.
you know one thing i've found out over the past few days? don't listen to stupid songs like BAD DAY when ure feeling depressed. it makes you feel worse. listen to BRING IT ALL BACK sclub7. you know the part it goes:
don't stop never give up, hold you head high and reach the top....
it actually stops you from staring miserably at the ground and your chin really does raise slighty a little.
its a mood-booster. anyone who's depressed over CTs too, hope this helps=)
okay its back to mugging for meeee. chinese and lit on friday uh oh. if my previous papers were subject i actually touched on and did so badly, what happens when 2 subjects you havent touched since Os last year is gonna be tested? especially since i havent attended a single H2 lit lecture before( except the first).......... urghhhhh. okok I SERIOUSLY NEED TO MUG HARDDDD.
ps. yes this is a super long and boring entry because i really am in a depressed and whiney mood so pardon me people.
oh dear me sam is such a vulgar little girl.
LOL.
i would currently like to declared I HATE ALL THE PCME-ers!!! *whinessss* no fairrrr! they all happily ended all their CTs TODAY. urghhhh. i'm like so jeaaaaloussss! they have a HAPPY 7-day break! took 171 home today and OMG i regret it so bad cos everyone on the bus was happily chattering about what movie they were going to watch in orchard!!! and there i was like some loser going home. OUCH. celeste and kelvin ended CTs too hmph. and han ern's entire class went out together wow. its times like this when i totally regret being in a mixed combi class. we'll never get a chance to celebrate together liddat because we don't end at the same time do we? hmmm. that's just plain sad.
okay. let's stop avoiding the subject and talk about the CTs itself. geeeee. can anyone spell S C R E W E D? im more screwed than any hooker you can find on the street.
sheesh. math yesterday was disastrous. actually when ure doing it its not so bad cos for the weird qns that came out ( there were alot! esp the one where we dunno the meaning of CONJECTURE!) , you just skip them and do those you know. it was only AFTER the test i counted the no. of marks i didnt do and it came up to a FRIGGING 44 MARKS! and its over a 100. apparently tse ruey didnt do 48, sum 50 and cat about 30 BUT that doesnt exactly make me feel any better. not at all. altho econs was more screwed then this, i felt more disappointed in math because i know i put in a lot of work for it. i freaking did EVERY SINGLE math qn i had from the tutorials and worksheets. AND last year's CT which i could do every single question! and yet.... the test freaking killed me. i heard there was this two very useful booklets of worksheets, formulas and importan stuff and worked solutions everyone was supposed to get. but i guess i was the only one who didnt get it. this is the horrible part about being the outsider in every tutorial class. i dont even KNOW who my math rep is. geee. i feel so disaapointed in myself.
physics today. urgh. ok physics was never my strong suit i have to admit but it is the subject i put in the most time on during the hols. and i spent so much time thinking i had no time to finish. MCQs-> 25 qns. i only did till qn 17 when time was up so i shaded any-old-howedly . Section C is practically blank except the last part i wrote: air resistance is negliable. HAHAHA. rrright, i can state the assumption i made to DO the qn without doing the question. SMART SAM. and after that tse ruey told me the qn had NOTHING to do with air. ouch. i didnt even have time to read it. last year's CT came up newton's 2nd law so i told myself to be smart and just learn 1st and 3rd. RIGHT. when we had to check the no of pages, i flipped and saw: state newton's 2nd law.
i started cursing.
you know one thing i've found out over the past few days? don't listen to stupid songs like BAD DAY when ure feeling depressed. it makes you feel worse. listen to BRING IT ALL BACK sclub7. you know the part it goes:
don't stop never give up, hold you head high and reach the top....
it actually stops you from staring miserably at the ground and your chin really does raise slighty a little.
its a mood-booster. anyone who's depressed over CTs too, hope this helps=)
okay its back to mugging for meeee. chinese and lit on friday uh oh. if my previous papers were subject i actually touched on and did so badly, what happens when 2 subjects you havent touched since Os last year is gonna be tested? especially since i havent attended a single H2 lit lecture before( except the first).......... urghhhhh. okok I SERIOUSLY NEED TO MUG HARDDDD.
ps. yes this is a super long and boring entry because i really am in a depressed and whiney mood so pardon me people.
Monday, June 26, 2006
121
blooody hell.
no words can describe the freaking econs paper.none at all.
paper one was utter shit. it did not make sense. and spending 30mins on the small little question on trends is really dumb. cos i'm only left with 30mins for the REST OF THE PAPER WHICH CONTAINS A LOT MORE MARKS. oh yes call me stupid. i really think i am too.
paper 2 is the stupidest shit i've ever done. everyone who heard my little story laughed their heads off. what happened was i did qn 2. which was the EXACT SAME QUESTION as the one we did last for last term's test. only problem is i got 4/25 for that test. and we did not go through the corrections due to lact of TIME. thus I WROTE THE EXACT SAME ANSWER WHICH EARNED ME A 4/25 FOR MY CT. oh yes call me stupid again. Shengyu says " assuming rational behavior, you shouldn't do that". OKAY FINE. im an irrational idiot to choose that question. but the thing is i didnt STUDY the other topics that came out for the other questions. so i was stuck. bloody hell.
sometimes i really wish i were more hardworking. if i had studied every topic tested i wouldnt have gotten into this shit would i? yeah well i was supposed to study those chapters on the way to school today. but i met disha on the train. and obviously when one sees one of her closest frens in sec school one does not start MUGGING rite? then on the bus i met jianwei as usual and he spent the ride telling me about YLTC. again, i didn't mug.
after GP, me and tseruey wanted to mug badly. but the library was too crowded and noisy. and we couldnt find anywhere to mug. spent lotsa time searching for a place. Raintree was quieter but all the seats were filled up ( why were J2s mugging for GP??!?!?!). in the end we went to the classroom near the raintree cos we had no time left. haha but again we barely mugged. gee.
GP was ermmmm not very good but not terrible either. my summary and vocab is screwed. but i think p1 was okay. although i did the question WITHOUT knowing the meaning of the key word in the qn, LUCKILY my guess was right. hahahah. shubha and sum was so SCANDALISED that i did a qn without knowing the meaning of the word. lol. my favourite line in my GP essay comes right at the end of the first page. it sounds so suaning hahahha :
There's a reason why bed time stories are called bedtime stories.
THEY PUT PEOPLE TO SLEEP.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA. i like it =) its got attitude. yay.
ah wells back to mugging. ermmmmmmmmmm. i really hope the rest of the CTs will go well. after today's econs...... which i obviously failed. geee i dunno how to face my mum. and i actually put econs H3 as my second choice what a laugh. sigh. sigh.sigh.
i wanna be a mugger. someone teach me pretty pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?
no words can describe the freaking econs paper.none at all.
paper one was utter shit. it did not make sense. and spending 30mins on the small little question on trends is really dumb. cos i'm only left with 30mins for the REST OF THE PAPER WHICH CONTAINS A LOT MORE MARKS. oh yes call me stupid. i really think i am too.
paper 2 is the stupidest shit i've ever done. everyone who heard my little story laughed their heads off. what happened was i did qn 2. which was the EXACT SAME QUESTION as the one we did last for last term's test. only problem is i got 4/25 for that test. and we did not go through the corrections due to lact of TIME. thus I WROTE THE EXACT SAME ANSWER WHICH EARNED ME A 4/25 FOR MY CT. oh yes call me stupid again. Shengyu says " assuming rational behavior, you shouldn't do that". OKAY FINE. im an irrational idiot to choose that question. but the thing is i didnt STUDY the other topics that came out for the other questions. so i was stuck. bloody hell.
sometimes i really wish i were more hardworking. if i had studied every topic tested i wouldnt have gotten into this shit would i? yeah well i was supposed to study those chapters on the way to school today. but i met disha on the train. and obviously when one sees one of her closest frens in sec school one does not start MUGGING rite? then on the bus i met jianwei as usual and he spent the ride telling me about YLTC. again, i didn't mug.
after GP, me and tseruey wanted to mug badly. but the library was too crowded and noisy. and we couldnt find anywhere to mug. spent lotsa time searching for a place. Raintree was quieter but all the seats were filled up ( why were J2s mugging for GP??!?!?!). in the end we went to the classroom near the raintree cos we had no time left. haha but again we barely mugged. gee.
GP was ermmmm not very good but not terrible either. my summary and vocab is screwed. but i think p1 was okay. although i did the question WITHOUT knowing the meaning of the key word in the qn, LUCKILY my guess was right. hahahah. shubha and sum was so SCANDALISED that i did a qn without knowing the meaning of the word. lol. my favourite line in my GP essay comes right at the end of the first page. it sounds so suaning hahahha :
There's a reason why bed time stories are called bedtime stories.
THEY PUT PEOPLE TO SLEEP.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA. i like it =) its got attitude. yay.
ah wells back to mugging. ermmmmmmmmmm. i really hope the rest of the CTs will go well. after today's econs...... which i obviously failed. geee i dunno how to face my mum. and i actually put econs H3 as my second choice what a laugh. sigh. sigh.sigh.
i wanna be a mugger. someone teach me pretty pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?
Sunday, June 25, 2006
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today reminds me exactly of the day before Os. it was just before SS i believe.
haha spent the whole day slacking playing icy tower, hearts, freecell, solitaire.... all the games that don't need internet connection. haha cos i felt it would be TOO MUCH to go online the eve of Os.
oooopsie. here i AM ONLINE. ouchhhhh.
oh and last year the eve's of SS was spent busy msg-ing everyone on our spotting questions guesses. HAHAHA. ditto that for today. if i don't spot questions i won't finish studying till like next yearrrrrrr.
HAHAHA. i sound bo liao. ok. ermmm. i really wanna mug. really really really. but i dunno how to and what to mug. shittttttttttttttttttt.
someone tell me how to mug econs pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
maybe tonight there will be a flood at njc where all the CT papers are. HAHAHA. pray people PRAY. =)
oh yeah i think my post looks decievingly happy. in actual fact im close to cursing the Fword already. HMPH. i feeeeeeel stupidddddddd today.
haha spent the whole day slacking playing icy tower, hearts, freecell, solitaire.... all the games that don't need internet connection. haha cos i felt it would be TOO MUCH to go online the eve of Os.
oooopsie. here i AM ONLINE. ouchhhhh.
oh and last year the eve's of SS was spent busy msg-ing everyone on our spotting questions guesses. HAHAHA. ditto that for today. if i don't spot questions i won't finish studying till like next yearrrrrrr.
HAHAHA. i sound bo liao. ok. ermmm. i really wanna mug. really really really. but i dunno how to and what to mug. shittttttttttttttttttt.
someone tell me how to mug econs pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
maybe tonight there will be a flood at njc where all the CT papers are. HAHAHA. pray people PRAY. =)
oh yeah i think my post looks decievingly happy. in actual fact im close to cursing the Fword already. HMPH. i feeeeeeel stupidddddddd today.
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BATTLE OF THE SLACKERS
me and shengyu are fighting to be bottom in the level HAHAHAHAHHA.
i think i can beat him =) =) =)
worst come to worst, he'll go back SJI and i'll go back TK.
hahaha. less stress than NJ =D
i think im suffering from pre-CT madness!!!!!!!!!
me and shengyu are fighting to be bottom in the level HAHAHAHAHHA.
i think i can beat him =) =) =)
worst come to worst, he'll go back SJI and i'll go back TK.
hahaha. less stress than NJ =D
i think im suffering from pre-CT madness!!!!!!!!!
118
oh shittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.
1034am on the eve of CTs and am i mugging? NO. i'm staring at my econs stuff wondering how the hell am i supposed to start the whole half year's work in ONE DAY.
yeesterday i found out whatever i learnt yesterday is NOT tested in essay. and another topic i studied is NOT tested anywhere at all.
AND i found out that the blanks in my notes can't be filled up by going through the PP slides on KM because THE BLOODY PP SLIDES HAVE THE EXACT SAME BLANKS AT THE EXACT SAME PLACES IN MY NOTES.
bloooody hell.
there's no way i can learn every single thing ( without filled up notes!) in one day.
damn damn damn damn damn.
maybe i should just try the ' notes diffusing into my foot when im asleep on the eve of CTs' idea.
HAHAHA.
1034am on the eve of CTs and am i mugging? NO. i'm staring at my econs stuff wondering how the hell am i supposed to start the whole half year's work in ONE DAY.
yeesterday i found out whatever i learnt yesterday is NOT tested in essay. and another topic i studied is NOT tested anywhere at all.
AND i found out that the blanks in my notes can't be filled up by going through the PP slides on KM because THE BLOODY PP SLIDES HAVE THE EXACT SAME BLANKS AT THE EXACT SAME PLACES IN MY NOTES.
bloooody hell.
there's no way i can learn every single thing ( without filled up notes!) in one day.
damn damn damn damn damn.
maybe i should just try the ' notes diffusing into my foot when im asleep on the eve of CTs' idea.
HAHAHA.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
119
THE GAY CLUB
members:
PRESIDENT: KENNETH (aka GAY 1)
MEMBER: SAMANTHA(aka GAY 2)
MEMBER: CHERMAINE (aka GAY 3)
HAHAHAHHAHA
SLOGAN: BE GAY!
anyone wanna join???? =D
members:
PRESIDENT: KENNETH (aka GAY 1)
MEMBER: SAMANTHA(aka GAY 2)
MEMBER: CHERMAINE (aka GAY 3)
HAHAHAHHAHA
SLOGAN: BE GAY!
anyone wanna join???? =D
118
just spent an hour plus reliving all the fun times we had at camp with chermaine.
hahaha. all the funny hilarious bits of camp started to come out.
oooooh i miss everyone. haha wheeee me and chermaine decided to organise our OWN reunion at the end of the year. chalet or something. that'll be FUN =)
lalalalala =)
SAM IS NOT MUGGING SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT. and the only chapter she mugged for econs apparently is not tested.
stupidddddd.
hahaha. all the funny hilarious bits of camp started to come out.
oooooh i miss everyone. haha wheeee me and chermaine decided to organise our OWN reunion at the end of the year. chalet or something. that'll be FUN =)
lalalalala =)
SAM IS NOT MUGGING SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT. and the only chapter she mugged for econs apparently is not tested.
stupidddddd.
117
i'm stupid.
nothing enters my head.
i'm so frustrated i feel like crying.
maybe i shall just drop out of school and go be a farmer's wife.
nothing enters my head.
i'm so frustrated i feel like crying.
maybe i shall just drop out of school and go be a farmer's wife.
116
time to carry out my threat MUAHAHAHA. here goes:
SILENCE = CONSENT
right kelvin?
heeeheeeheeeheeeheee. anyone's who's confused read my tagboard and link it up =)
HAHA. revenge=D
blah basically very bored. CTs are practically here i've only touched math and phy. econs and lit is ____________. urgh and i didn't even mug today.
in a very confused mood right now. hmmm confused = distracted. why can't all these wait till AFTER CTs eh. i need to learn to control emotions so that i can turn them off when need be. anyone?
hmph. found out i have a performance on 29july. WHICH IS THE DATE CHERMAINE IS PERFORMING AT NJC. sorry dear, cant come to watch you. a shame though, we havent met in like close to four years ever since camp? oh wells good luck on your performance =)
that's it. short entry. wanna sleep. bye everyone don't think i'll blog during CTs. at least i hope not =) CHEERS.
SILENCE = CONSENT
right kelvin?
heeeheeeheeeheeeheee. anyone's who's confused read my tagboard and link it up =)
HAHA. revenge=D
blah basically very bored. CTs are practically here i've only touched math and phy. econs and lit is ____________. urgh and i didn't even mug today.
in a very confused mood right now. hmmm confused = distracted. why can't all these wait till AFTER CTs eh. i need to learn to control emotions so that i can turn them off when need be. anyone?
hmph. found out i have a performance on 29july. WHICH IS THE DATE CHERMAINE IS PERFORMING AT NJC. sorry dear, cant come to watch you. a shame though, we havent met in like close to four years ever since camp? oh wells good luck on your performance =)
that's it. short entry. wanna sleep. bye everyone don't think i'll blog during CTs. at least i hope not =) CHEERS.
Friday, June 23, 2006
114
i can't believe i told YOU my dream. hmph. *grumbles grumbles*
stupid BOY and you laughed.
hahaha. you owe me your next dream.
it better be good =)
i need to mug.
CTs in 2 days.
Academic suicide indeed.
SOMEONE KILL ME BEFORE CTS!!!
stupid BOY and you laughed.
hahaha. you owe me your next dream.
it better be good =)
i need to mug.
CTs in 2 days.
Academic suicide indeed.
SOMEONE KILL ME BEFORE CTS!!!
113
ermmmmmmmmmmmm.
oh dear.
i really dunno what to say.
goshhh.
im speechless.
LIFE IS REALLY LIKE TV.
full of freaky coincidences.
oh dear.
i really dunno what to say.
goshhh.
im speechless.
LIFE IS REALLY LIKE TV.
full of freaky coincidences.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
112
2 weeks back every single song i listened to were slow depressing ones. today i suddenly realised that i've been listening to very happy songs for a while now. wow. guess im seriously completely totally outta the depressed period i had a while back =) yay. im happy.
but of course a new depression has taken the old one's place. haha. THE CT DEPRESSION. gee. i think i seem to only take two subjects. completely ignoring econs and lit cos my brain is trying to convince myself that since im such a humanities person, i should be able to get by without any studying. all because theres really too little time left. AND I'M STILL SLACKING. coming online an average of three times a day and watching tv daily isn't exactly the behavior of someone who haven't studied and is going to take her CTs next week is it?
oh wells. im trying not to think about it. =) i think im pretty good at "forgetting" problems. HEH. lets just think about AFTER CTs shan't we? oh yes today me and michelle planned to go watch just my luck after CTs. yay da jie, can't wait=) I WANT CTs TO ENDDDDDD!!!!!! without actually going through the process... ya know what i mean?
hmmm. my entry seems really really boring. even i myself am bored. ahhhhhh. this is terrible. at this rate i'll probably end up with no visitors to my blog at all. sobsob. okay i think im gettting random.
oh yes i like the 7oclock show on channel U on wed thur fri. its so lame ridiculous and typically cliched tawainese drama that im so amused. reminds me of westside story. you know the show that 5566 acted in after mvp valentine. haha. not exactly a show that will set you thinking ( except thinking why is the show so dumb) but its nice to watch stupid shows to destress during CTs =)
if that can't convince you all to watch...well,
the 2 guys in the show are pretty hot too=)
but of course a new depression has taken the old one's place. haha. THE CT DEPRESSION. gee. i think i seem to only take two subjects. completely ignoring econs and lit cos my brain is trying to convince myself that since im such a humanities person, i should be able to get by without any studying. all because theres really too little time left. AND I'M STILL SLACKING. coming online an average of three times a day and watching tv daily isn't exactly the behavior of someone who haven't studied and is going to take her CTs next week is it?
oh wells. im trying not to think about it. =) i think im pretty good at "forgetting" problems. HEH. lets just think about AFTER CTs shan't we? oh yes today me and michelle planned to go watch just my luck after CTs. yay da jie, can't wait=) I WANT CTs TO ENDDDDDD!!!!!! without actually going through the process... ya know what i mean?
hmmm. my entry seems really really boring. even i myself am bored. ahhhhhh. this is terrible. at this rate i'll probably end up with no visitors to my blog at all. sobsob. okay i think im gettting random.
oh yes i like the 7oclock show on channel U on wed thur fri. its so lame ridiculous and typically cliched tawainese drama that im so amused. reminds me of westside story. you know the show that 5566 acted in after mvp valentine. haha. not exactly a show that will set you thinking ( except thinking why is the show so dumb) but its nice to watch stupid shows to destress during CTs =)
if that can't convince you all to watch...well,
the 2 guys in the show are pretty hot too=)
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
110
i hate viruses. i swear. they just screw up your enitre computer FOR NO REASON other than their sadistic pleasure not to let you assess the webbies you want. STUPID. i shouldn't have opened the file from dorcas. OKAY I'M REALLY DUMB.
I really seriously think there's something genetically wrong with me. I think i'm allergic to mugging. geee. spent the whole day reading 4 storybooks cos i just realised today was the due date. OUCH. i'm having a pounding headache.
Aneesa dear. today you said you were gonna call me SAMMY from now on. OH DEAR. ERM............................. okaaaaaaayyyyyyy. right. well. SAMMY. geeeeeeee. i feel young. HAHA.
oh yes jo has finally learnt the SAM's approach to studying. Which basically means not studying and actually trying to panic but fails miserably and ends up laughing it off instead. JOIN THE CLUB jo dear =) I promise you its pretty funnnnnnnnn=) HEEHEE.
Last night i had a very very very very very weirrdddd dream. URM. i don't even think i wanna say what its about. It might just spark off something weird too. You know what people say that dreams reveal what our subconcious mind wants? Well, i really hope thats NOT true. Otherwise...... its gonna pretty awkward LOL. Nope my concious mind refuses to accept it =) HEH.
i think my blog entries are getting boring as CTs are nearing. No more outings. geee. bear with me people, i swear i will make sure my life gets interesting once the CTs end =) cheers.
I really seriously think there's something genetically wrong with me. I think i'm allergic to mugging. geee. spent the whole day reading 4 storybooks cos i just realised today was the due date. OUCH. i'm having a pounding headache.
Aneesa dear. today you said you were gonna call me SAMMY from now on. OH DEAR. ERM............................. okaaaaaaayyyyyyy. right. well. SAMMY. geeeeeeee. i feel young. HAHA.
oh yes jo has finally learnt the SAM's approach to studying. Which basically means not studying and actually trying to panic but fails miserably and ends up laughing it off instead. JOIN THE CLUB jo dear =) I promise you its pretty funnnnnnnnn=) HEEHEE.
Last night i had a very very very very very weirrdddd dream. URM. i don't even think i wanna say what its about. It might just spark off something weird too. You know what people say that dreams reveal what our subconcious mind wants? Well, i really hope thats NOT true. Otherwise...... its gonna pretty awkward LOL. Nope my concious mind refuses to accept it =) HEH.
i think my blog entries are getting boring as CTs are nearing. No more outings. geee. bear with me people, i swear i will make sure my life gets interesting once the CTs end =) cheers.
Sunday, June 18, 2006
109
i like munching on ice.
crunch crunch crunch
i feel stupid.
can't do a single tutorial. i wonder what will happen if i fail all my CTs.
i can see it now:
some comments from certain authority figures from one cca
some comments from other authority figures from another cca
some comments from some people from both ccas
i will be forced to hand in all my tutorials by my subject tutors
head of cia xueyuan will have one more name to put down for study groups
say bye bye to sapphire scholars
endure screaming shrieking and other drastic actions from a crazy angry woman who also happens to be my kin
i don't like the sound of any of that.
crunch crunch crunch
*ponders*
you know when i was young, my mum used to say only if i love a subject, then only will it love me back and i will excel in it. i wonder if it applies in jc life too?
I LOVE PHYSICS!!!
I LOVE MATH!!!
I LOVE ECONS!!!
I LOVE LIT!!!
I LOVE CHINESE!!!
I LOVE GP!!!
that should do the trick =)
crunch crunch crunch.
i think i'm random. oh dear.
crunch crunch crunch
i feel stupid.
can't do a single tutorial. i wonder what will happen if i fail all my CTs.
i can see it now:
some comments from certain authority figures from one cca
some comments from other authority figures from another cca
some comments from some people from both ccas
i will be forced to hand in all my tutorials by my subject tutors
head of cia xueyuan will have one more name to put down for study groups
say bye bye to sapphire scholars
endure screaming shrieking and other drastic actions from a crazy angry woman who also happens to be my kin
i don't like the sound of any of that.
crunch crunch crunch
*ponders*
you know when i was young, my mum used to say only if i love a subject, then only will it love me back and i will excel in it. i wonder if it applies in jc life too?
I LOVE PHYSICS!!!
I LOVE MATH!!!
I LOVE ECONS!!!
I LOVE LIT!!!
I LOVE CHINESE!!!
I LOVE GP!!!
that should do the trick =)
crunch crunch crunch.
i think i'm random. oh dear.
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ermmm.
got a lotta feedback from all those who read my last entry. for all those who think its a tragic love story that should be on tv, why thankew=) that means im like the lead. want my autograph? HAHAHA.
an idea someone gave me for the storyline to continue:
no story's ever good without any accients or deaths. so maybe the boy can drive a car bang the girl down? girl dies. boy is sad. boy commits suicide. WHEEE. perfect tragic story.
HAHAHA.
and guys stop trying to guess who he is. its not gonna work hahaha. especially KELVIN. tsk tsk, one cannot be so Kaypoh okayyyy =D
aneeeesa my dear girl! haha im so glad ure back=D this is the problem when there's only ONE person whom u confide every little thing in. When she's gone you bottle up everything inside and behave like an insane person. ie write letters to yourself? and pleaseeee stop rooting for him!!! haha arent u supposed to be on MY SIDE? haha payback: IM ROOTING FOR P!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HEH. no amount of begging can convince me otherwise dear=D i shall mention his name to you everyday shan't i? LOL.
i just realised its the last week of the hols soon and i really need to mug. im losing my focus seriously. actually no scratch that, that would mean i actually had FOCUS in the first place. haha. i need to mug mug mug. someone help me find some self discipline please?
got a lotta feedback from all those who read my last entry. for all those who think its a tragic love story that should be on tv, why thankew=) that means im like the lead. want my autograph? HAHAHA.
an idea someone gave me for the storyline to continue:
no story's ever good without any accients or deaths. so maybe the boy can drive a car bang the girl down? girl dies. boy is sad. boy commits suicide. WHEEE. perfect tragic story.
HAHAHA.
and guys stop trying to guess who he is. its not gonna work hahaha. especially KELVIN. tsk tsk, one cannot be so Kaypoh okayyyy =D
aneeeesa my dear girl! haha im so glad ure back=D this is the problem when there's only ONE person whom u confide every little thing in. When she's gone you bottle up everything inside and behave like an insane person. ie write letters to yourself? and pleaseeee stop rooting for him!!! haha arent u supposed to be on MY SIDE? haha payback: IM ROOTING FOR P!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HEH. no amount of begging can convince me otherwise dear=D i shall mention his name to you everyday shan't i? LOL.
i just realised its the last week of the hols soon and i really need to mug. im losing my focus seriously. actually no scratch that, that would mean i actually had FOCUS in the first place. haha. i need to mug mug mug. someone help me find some self discipline please?
Friday, June 16, 2006
105
you wanted my perspective.
this one's for YOU.
you know who you are now=)
for the benefit of the other people apart from me and you who'll probably feel quite confused let me start off the entry by telling a story first. The story revolves around a boy and a girl. For convenience's sake, let's just call them THE BOY and THE GIRL. A few years back. They met. They clicked. And just like any typical cliched storyline, they fell for one another. Sort of. If you considering the the feelings of two thirteen/fourteen year old kids as "falling in love". I personally feel at that young age it was more of falling in love with the idea of being in love. Whatever it is, we can safely assume that the boy and the girl both developed a crush on each other. And quite naturally, they both kept quiet about it, never declaring their feelings for each other, being the young shy kids that they were. Or rather, being the Singaporean kids they were, being direct and forward isn't exactly our very strong trait. And so the crushes just developed. Despite living at different ends of the country and barely meeting once a year, the advancement of technology(MSN) ensured these two youngsters still kept in contact. And crushes just went on developing.
again like any storyline, there's always a twist. For some reason, the boy stopped coming on msn for six months. and the girl was obviously very sad. but of course she got over it just like any typical teenager and started liking other people. Of course you would have thought this was the end of it. The story of the boy and girl is over. but NO. because if it was then there wouldn't be any story to tell would it? Six months later the boy came back online. and of all coincidences the girl was offered a place in the boy's school. It was a good offer. She took it up.
It was natural to fall back into the old rhythm of liking each other once again. and yet no one said anything. The boy thought that the girl probably treated everyone the same way, and thought it was pointless what with the restrictions placed on the girl. The girl was just plain gutless. Oh yes she was. And i guess both the boy and girl got tired of crushing over the same person for so many years. Even though the girl went to the same school as the boy, they both realised there were other fish in the sea. The crush was over. They remained good friends. and once again you would have thought that was the end of story. but NO. because the boy decided to confess what he used to feel for the girl one night. and the girl did some spilling of her own. out came the funny stories, the coincidences, the surprises and the amusing memories.
hahaha. sounds like some weird tv drama doesn't it?
but its all very real.
anyone with half a brain would probably have figured this out:
i'm the girl in the story.
and YOU're the boy.
Last night when you told me i guessed i felt a mixture of a lot of emotions. The most expected answer would be shock. but you know what? i wasn't shocked. not really. In fact when you said "let me tell u something" my gut instinct said 90% you were gonna say that. Then you said "don't be shocked" and my gut instinct confirmed its earlier guess. haha. I myself ain't sure how come i wasn't shocked. Maybe its because when you have a crush on someone you naturally will envision him having a crush back on you. So when reality strikes, it ain't that huge a surprise. haha. I guess i felt a small measure of happiness too. haha. It seriously does relieve one's mind to know she's not the only insane crazy lovesick idiot who had such a long crush on somebody she barely sees. I remember my bestie telling me i'm really crushing on you for a very looooong time. and its a bit ridiculous. oh wells, im glad im not the only one. haha im not that deluded and insane after all=) and yet in the midst of the amusement there too was this tinge of sadness attached. You know what they say, sometimes the timing just ain't right. That's for those who liked each other at different times, or at wrong times. for us, we liked each other at the same time, the only problem was we only 'fessed up AFTER we got over each other. LOL. it does make you wonder doesn't it, what happens if things turned out differently? how would things have turned out? but whatever it is im sure if we wouldn't be the good friends we are now so maybe its a good thing? =) haha i was also very obviously amused. when you think back at the lame stuff we did HEH. you know you said you were aiming for tj cos i said i wanted to go there? I remember now why i said it although VJ is my one and only dream school. because you said maybe you would go VJ cos many of your friends are going. and i felt it was toooo OBVIOUS if i said i wanted to go there too. hahahha. playing hard to get eh? LOL=) the antics of a 13/14 year-old in love is very very hilarious.
the long and short of it. the whole story just sounds like a tv drama. haha. since you very obviously want to analyze this entire thing ( like the science student you are!) here's my feelings on a nice big platter. trust me, you owe me one after this =)
i fell for you cos you were nice, sweet.
and YOU MADE ME LAUGH.
trust me, that was a huge deciding factor.
when you told me your crushes WITHOUT MENTIONING me obviously i felt sad. ( don't try this with other girls! they may just decide to get over you after that!)
i stopped liking you because someone else was more of a go-getter than you.
although i liked you more than him initially, sometimes a girl gets bored waiting. sometimes a girl wants more excitement. so maybe you should try to stop thinking so much and just go for what you want.
okay?
i think you know what im hinting. if you really like her, GO FOR IT.
you don't want to live a life of regrets. trust me=)
if there was such a thing as an alternate universe and we could watch the events unfold on it like on tv, i think it would be interesting to see how things might have turned out.
LOL. i think u owe me more than one after this looooong entry=) ten is more like it.
ps. i figured i had better save your tag before it disappears off my tagboard. after all, it is your perspective. in a way=) here goes.
theBOYasmentioned: haha yeah the alternative outcomes did flashed through my mind...and the crush did last so long that it didn't fade away totally. like it lingered. also, the fact that you liked me when i thought u would never do that is totally mind blowing I owe you loads for letting me know what you really felt. Would love to have heard more antics that you didn't mention, but thanks for being so sweet. :)
this one's for YOU.
you know who you are now=)
for the benefit of the other people apart from me and you who'll probably feel quite confused let me start off the entry by telling a story first. The story revolves around a boy and a girl. For convenience's sake, let's just call them THE BOY and THE GIRL. A few years back. They met. They clicked. And just like any typical cliched storyline, they fell for one another. Sort of. If you considering the the feelings of two thirteen/fourteen year old kids as "falling in love". I personally feel at that young age it was more of falling in love with the idea of being in love. Whatever it is, we can safely assume that the boy and the girl both developed a crush on each other. And quite naturally, they both kept quiet about it, never declaring their feelings for each other, being the young shy kids that they were. Or rather, being the Singaporean kids they were, being direct and forward isn't exactly our very strong trait. And so the crushes just developed. Despite living at different ends of the country and barely meeting once a year, the advancement of technology(MSN) ensured these two youngsters still kept in contact. And crushes just went on developing.
again like any storyline, there's always a twist. For some reason, the boy stopped coming on msn for six months. and the girl was obviously very sad. but of course she got over it just like any typical teenager and started liking other people. Of course you would have thought this was the end of it. The story of the boy and girl is over. but NO. because if it was then there wouldn't be any story to tell would it? Six months later the boy came back online. and of all coincidences the girl was offered a place in the boy's school. It was a good offer. She took it up.
It was natural to fall back into the old rhythm of liking each other once again. and yet no one said anything. The boy thought that the girl probably treated everyone the same way, and thought it was pointless what with the restrictions placed on the girl. The girl was just plain gutless. Oh yes she was. And i guess both the boy and girl got tired of crushing over the same person for so many years. Even though the girl went to the same school as the boy, they both realised there were other fish in the sea. The crush was over. They remained good friends. and once again you would have thought that was the end of story. but NO. because the boy decided to confess what he used to feel for the girl one night. and the girl did some spilling of her own. out came the funny stories, the coincidences, the surprises and the amusing memories.
hahaha. sounds like some weird tv drama doesn't it?
but its all very real.
anyone with half a brain would probably have figured this out:
i'm the girl in the story.
and YOU're the boy.
Last night when you told me i guessed i felt a mixture of a lot of emotions. The most expected answer would be shock. but you know what? i wasn't shocked. not really. In fact when you said "let me tell u something" my gut instinct said 90% you were gonna say that. Then you said "don't be shocked" and my gut instinct confirmed its earlier guess. haha. I myself ain't sure how come i wasn't shocked. Maybe its because when you have a crush on someone you naturally will envision him having a crush back on you. So when reality strikes, it ain't that huge a surprise. haha. I guess i felt a small measure of happiness too. haha. It seriously does relieve one's mind to know she's not the only insane crazy lovesick idiot who had such a long crush on somebody she barely sees. I remember my bestie telling me i'm really crushing on you for a very looooong time. and its a bit ridiculous. oh wells, im glad im not the only one. haha im not that deluded and insane after all=) and yet in the midst of the amusement there too was this tinge of sadness attached. You know what they say, sometimes the timing just ain't right. That's for those who liked each other at different times, or at wrong times. for us, we liked each other at the same time, the only problem was we only 'fessed up AFTER we got over each other. LOL. it does make you wonder doesn't it, what happens if things turned out differently? how would things have turned out? but whatever it is im sure if we wouldn't be the good friends we are now so maybe its a good thing? =) haha i was also very obviously amused. when you think back at the lame stuff we did HEH. you know you said you were aiming for tj cos i said i wanted to go there? I remember now why i said it although VJ is my one and only dream school. because you said maybe you would go VJ cos many of your friends are going. and i felt it was toooo OBVIOUS if i said i wanted to go there too. hahahha. playing hard to get eh? LOL=) the antics of a 13/14 year-old in love is very very hilarious.
the long and short of it. the whole story just sounds like a tv drama. haha. since you very obviously want to analyze this entire thing ( like the science student you are!) here's my feelings on a nice big platter. trust me, you owe me one after this =)
i fell for you cos you were nice, sweet.
and YOU MADE ME LAUGH.
trust me, that was a huge deciding factor.
when you told me your crushes WITHOUT MENTIONING me obviously i felt sad. ( don't try this with other girls! they may just decide to get over you after that!)
i stopped liking you because someone else was more of a go-getter than you.
although i liked you more than him initially, sometimes a girl gets bored waiting. sometimes a girl wants more excitement. so maybe you should try to stop thinking so much and just go for what you want.
okay?
i think you know what im hinting. if you really like her, GO FOR IT.
you don't want to live a life of regrets. trust me=)
if there was such a thing as an alternate universe and we could watch the events unfold on it like on tv, i think it would be interesting to see how things might have turned out.
LOL. i think u owe me more than one after this looooong entry=) ten is more like it.
ps. i figured i had better save your tag before it disappears off my tagboard. after all, it is your perspective. in a way=) here goes.
theBOYasmentioned: haha yeah the alternative outcomes did flashed through my mind...and the crush did last so long that it didn't fade away totally. like it lingered. also, the fact that you liked me when i thought u would never do that is totally mind blowing I owe you loads for letting me know what you really felt. Would love to have heard more antics that you didn't mention, but thanks for being so sweet. :)
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it's very very very interesting and hilarious to find out that the person you used to have a crush on had a crush on you too.
and you both didn't know it.
HAHAHA.
i'm a lousy lit student.
but i must say its quite funny to know it now.
LOL.
life is pretty funny at times.
and you both didn't know it.
HAHAHA.
i'm a lousy lit student.
but i must say its quite funny to know it now.
LOL.
life is pretty funny at times.
Thursday, June 15, 2006
104
mugging mugging mugging in progress.
i've reached a conclusion: I HAVE A VERY SHORT ATTENTION SPAN.
20minutes tops. geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
was so bored that i started scrutinizing my dynamics 1 notes. HAHAHA. everyone go check it out and see if you can see this phrase in TWO places!
i've reached a conclusion: I HAVE A VERY SHORT ATTENTION SPAN.
20minutes tops. geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
was so bored that i started scrutinizing my dynamics 1 notes. HAHAHA. everyone go check it out and see if you can see this phrase in TWO places!
"if you can see this, you dont need glasses"
muahahaha i don't need glasses! its such a hilarious phrase to be found in the PHYSICS NOTES. LOL! kenneth koh has a funky sense of humour =) i'm smitten! HEH.
oh yes after mugging for an hour i was so bored i started writing a letter.... TO MYSELF. gosh.
A SIGN OF INSANITY:
Hello! =)
LOL.
blahhhh.
this is stupid.
sigh.
i'm sick of mugging.
I'm writing letters to myself?!?!!?!?
OMG.
Insane.
HONESTLY!
SAM!
stop this at once!
okok...
CHILL
tata
HAHAHA
ermmm.... ok maybe i AM insane. grrrr. it must be all physic's fault!!! try as i might i can't even GET chapter 1 and 2! supposedly very very simple physical units and errors! AHHHHH. im so stupid. stupid stupid stupid.
*wails* i wanna change school! everyone is nj is soooo SMART. i feel left out now =(
i'm gonna chain myself to my desk for the rest of the hols if i wanna pass CTs. no more outings, no more movies, shopping, lunches, dinners, impulse outings with celine!!! NO NO NO. i'm gonna live like a hermit crab till the end of CTs. THEN i shall play hard =) =)
ok, lets hope i keep this new resolution. *fingers crossed*
103
first of all i would like to heartily congratulate myself for having such awesome self-discipline and mugging spirit to turn down celine's invitation to go shopping today all in the name of mugging. as you can see, sam is becoming to be a very very sensible mature and discipline adult here =D
yesterday i made a vow to start mugging today. let's take a look at how that turned out.
desired outcome: an entire day spent mugging HARD and covering lots and lots of work.
acutal outcome:
i perfected the lignum sign.
by doodling the day away.
desired emotions: to feel extremely happy and satisfied after a hard day's work.
actual emotion: utter bliss while doodling. utter misery now while thinking back.
MUGGING PLAN: FAILED.
yesterday i made a vow to start mugging today. let's take a look at how that turned out.
desired outcome: an entire day spent mugging HARD and covering lots and lots of work.
acutal outcome:
i perfected the lignum sign.
by doodling the day away.
desired emotions: to feel extremely happy and satisfied after a hard day's work.
actual emotion: utter bliss while doodling. utter misery now while thinking back.
MUGGING PLAN: FAILED.
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
102
11 fucking bruises.
one of these days i'm seriously not going to take this shit any longer.
i'm not your personal punching bag.
i'm not a doll or a dummy.
i'm a human being.
i have feelings too okay?
i want to go to boarding school, go overseas, live in a hostel whatever. anything to get away from HOME.
"can you try to CONTROL the hair you drop? you keep dropping your hair on purpose right?!?!?! you just wanna make me angry right? and give me more work to do? you think i'm your SERVANT?!?!?!"
you're the most unreasonable woman i've ever met.
after today, i'm not gonna give you the satisfaction of seeing me cry. EVER AGAIN.
one of these days i'm seriously not going to take this shit any longer.
i'm not your personal punching bag.
i'm not a doll or a dummy.
i'm a human being.
i have feelings too okay?
i want to go to boarding school, go overseas, live in a hostel whatever. anything to get away from HOME.
"can you try to CONTROL the hair you drop? you keep dropping your hair on purpose right?!?!?! you just wanna make me angry right? and give me more work to do? you think i'm your SERVANT?!?!?!"
you're the most unreasonable woman i've ever met.
after today, i'm not gonna give you the satisfaction of seeing me cry. EVER AGAIN.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
101.
I'M ADDICTED TO NICE YUMMY SNOWFLAKE WANT WANT CRACKERS!!!!
hahhaa. went to school this morning for PW! hahahahhahaha its so dumb. we all reached school then asked each other: so why are we meeting today? and we realised we had NO REASON to meeet. geeee. so bo liao! hahha ended up chatting bout. . . . . urinals? and SIZE. and choonie said she thinks the male species CAN pee in the bowl sitting down. if they push it down. LOL. yellow ducks!!!! we are so dirtyminded!!!! HAHAHAH. ended up going to coffee bean cos we had no PW to dooo!
after breakfast at coffeebean went back school for NATIONAL DAY ADHOC MEETING!!! haha yayyy i loveee our adhoc=) we started singing songs again and making lame jokes! ( i think we disturbed mrs tan talking to another boy HEH) grrrr JOHN-NATHAN( haha!) changed the jobs thingie so im not with peiyiii anymore!!! im like split into four ppl cos im in four different places in comms. LOL. basically im now the only one ic of performance!!!! aiya... no fun to bully ccas anymore! haha. gotta make frens with all the performing cca leaders ALONE. booooooo.
after meeting went to raffles city with justine john-nathan and gerad! stupid faizal PANG SEH-ed us!!! hahaha. but its better since without his influence the three guys stop talking bout uh... me SACRIFICING my uh.... precious something ( think VI***NITY) for what HAT fundraising?!?! lol. okkkk the three of them are quite lame. LOL. anyway went raffles subway to EAT! Y UM!=) talked about aloota crap. haha ooooh and the three of them are so impressed that im such a POKEMON HARDCORE FAN! yay=)=) after subway, gerad and justine wanted to eat FRIED MARS BAR. haha it looked uber unhealthy. LOL.
i've just realised everyday it seems like im going out. *wails* i dun wanna fail CTS!!!!!!! but i havent even started!!! ahhhhhhhhhh.
okok, i SWEAR PROMISE VOW to start mugging tml. seriously. I WILL NOT GO OUT. NO.
I WILL BECOME A MUGGER.
really.
Really.
REALLY!
really.
.
.
.
.
*sam continues trying to convince herself*
.
.
.
.
.
hahhaa. went to school this morning for PW! hahahahhahaha its so dumb. we all reached school then asked each other: so why are we meeting today? and we realised we had NO REASON to meeet. geeee. so bo liao! hahha ended up chatting bout. . . . . urinals? and SIZE. and choonie said she thinks the male species CAN pee in the bowl sitting down. if they push it down. LOL. yellow ducks!!!! we are so dirtyminded!!!! HAHAHAH. ended up going to coffee bean cos we had no PW to dooo!
after breakfast at coffeebean went back school for NATIONAL DAY ADHOC MEETING!!! haha yayyy i loveee our adhoc=) we started singing songs again and making lame jokes! ( i think we disturbed mrs tan talking to another boy HEH) grrrr JOHN-NATHAN( haha!) changed the jobs thingie so im not with peiyiii anymore!!! im like split into four ppl cos im in four different places in comms. LOL. basically im now the only one ic of performance!!!! aiya... no fun to bully ccas anymore! haha. gotta make frens with all the performing cca leaders ALONE. booooooo.
after meeting went to raffles city with justine john-nathan and gerad! stupid faizal PANG SEH-ed us!!! hahaha. but its better since without his influence the three guys stop talking bout uh... me SACRIFICING my uh.... precious something ( think VI***NITY) for what HAT fundraising?!?! lol. okkkk the three of them are quite lame. LOL. anyway went raffles subway to EAT! Y UM!=) talked about aloota crap. haha ooooh and the three of them are so impressed that im such a POKEMON HARDCORE FAN! yay=)=) after subway, gerad and justine wanted to eat FRIED MARS BAR. haha it looked uber unhealthy. LOL.
i've just realised everyday it seems like im going out. *wails* i dun wanna fail CTS!!!!!!! but i havent even started!!! ahhhhhhhhhh.
okok, i SWEAR PROMISE VOW to start mugging tml. seriously. I WILL NOT GO OUT. NO.
I WILL BECOME A MUGGER.
really.
Really.
REALLY!
really.
.
.
.
.
*sam continues trying to convince herself*
.
.
.
.
.
Monday, June 12, 2006
100
OKAY. this officially marks the number 100 entry i've blogged so far in this blog!!! wheee! *pops champange!* HAHAHA. okayyy im a bit bo liao.... HEH.
today was funnnn. daddy's on leave so went out shopping. met narean at the mrt. i shouted his name across the mrt station LOL. ooops. haha. went smu to get my nice new shiny retainers=) then went citylink and raffles city to shop! haha im so sick of shopping already actually so i didn't buy anything=) still HIGH over the pink skirt and surfbabe skirt i bought last week so no impulse to splurge=) yay. ate jap foooood. its really nice especially my soba noodles came with ICE on it. cooooool. literally. haha the food was COLD cooooool =) after eating i went to buy GODIVA CHOCOLATE! hahaha, nope i've never tried it before but i bought it to use as incentive to mug=) i heard its really really really really GOOOOOOd=) shall use it when i need to motivate myself to mug!!!! haha. havent been mugging at all this hols im soooo dead. im praying for a miracle=)
yayyy tseruey has gotten my belated pressie=) thanks dear! haha its been like 3 weeks liao and im still recieving belated pressies. LOL. this is fun=)
oh yes since we are on the subject of belated pressies....
I WANT A SHINY RED BICYCLE.
anyone? =) heh im just kidding. my mum doesnt allow me to own a bike. BOO.
today was funnnn. daddy's on leave so went out shopping. met narean at the mrt. i shouted his name across the mrt station LOL. ooops. haha. went smu to get my nice new shiny retainers=) then went citylink and raffles city to shop! haha im so sick of shopping already actually so i didn't buy anything=) still HIGH over the pink skirt and surfbabe skirt i bought last week so no impulse to splurge=) yay. ate jap foooood. its really nice especially my soba noodles came with ICE on it. cooooool. literally. haha the food was COLD cooooool =) after eating i went to buy GODIVA CHOCOLATE! hahaha, nope i've never tried it before but i bought it to use as incentive to mug=) i heard its really really really really GOOOOOOd=) shall use it when i need to motivate myself to mug!!!! haha. havent been mugging at all this hols im soooo dead. im praying for a miracle=)
yayyy tseruey has gotten my belated pressie=) thanks dear! haha its been like 3 weeks liao and im still recieving belated pressies. LOL. this is fun=)
oh yes since we are on the subject of belated pressies....
I WANT A SHINY RED BICYCLE.
anyone? =) heh im just kidding. my mum doesnt allow me to own a bike. BOO.
100
its 926 in the morning and i am officially very very very bored.
there's no one online at all. yawn.
just checked out the council shirt designs. wheee. haha for very very obvious reasons im voting for teeshirt 2! =) after it IS in pink and orange! whats there not to like? come on guys VOTE COUNCIL SHIRT TWO!!!! ahhhh my dear vice cap voted one! geee arent u supposed to be a bimboooo too fadhli? HEH.
i just realised i completely forgot to write a rEALLY important part of PW on sat night!! haha, after all we YELLOW DICKS, sorry i mean DUCKS, HAVE to live up to our reputation right? with a motto like: small but MIGHTY. and tagline: calm on the surface but working very hard UNDERNEATH. HAHAHAHAH. which is why when sijing mentioned the footballer's name is CROUCH. me and her looked at each other and burst out into fits on giggles. ditto that reaction when choonie asked whats the LUBRICANT for in cheers. LOL. we're such a GREAT GROUP. heehee=)
swimming yesterday was HILARIOUS. cos the pool was practically empty( it just rained) me and my dad decided to do other stuff other than just laps! we attempted free style backstroke and butterfly! it was basically just a lot of splashing around and barely moving 3m! hahaha. then when were trying butterfly, amidst all the laughing, this stupid little boy bout seven or so swam by and said:
"looks like drowning..."
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.....
how rude!
haha then we saw this couple embracing very very tightly in the pool. which led to kissing. and then necking!!!!!! i couldnt stop staring ( yes ok it is a bit rude heh) and my dad kept scolding me for staring. LOL. geee my poor little young and innocent mind is uber CORRUPTED now. HAHAHAH =)
i want BREAKFAST. wheeee.
there's no one online at all. yawn.
just checked out the council shirt designs. wheee. haha for very very obvious reasons im voting for teeshirt 2! =) after it IS in pink and orange! whats there not to like? come on guys VOTE COUNCIL SHIRT TWO!!!! ahhhh my dear vice cap voted one! geee arent u supposed to be a bimboooo too fadhli? HEH.
i just realised i completely forgot to write a rEALLY important part of PW on sat night!! haha, after all we YELLOW DICKS, sorry i mean DUCKS, HAVE to live up to our reputation right? with a motto like: small but MIGHTY. and tagline: calm on the surface but working very hard UNDERNEATH. HAHAHAHAH. which is why when sijing mentioned the footballer's name is CROUCH. me and her looked at each other and burst out into fits on giggles. ditto that reaction when choonie asked whats the LUBRICANT for in cheers. LOL. we're such a GREAT GROUP. heehee=)
swimming yesterday was HILARIOUS. cos the pool was practically empty( it just rained) me and my dad decided to do other stuff other than just laps! we attempted free style backstroke and butterfly! it was basically just a lot of splashing around and barely moving 3m! hahaha. then when were trying butterfly, amidst all the laughing, this stupid little boy bout seven or so swam by and said:
"looks like drowning..."
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.....
how rude!
haha then we saw this couple embracing very very tightly in the pool. which led to kissing. and then necking!!!!!! i couldnt stop staring ( yes ok it is a bit rude heh) and my dad kept scolding me for staring. LOL. geee my poor little young and innocent mind is uber CORRUPTED now. HAHAHAH =)
i want BREAKFAST. wheeee.
Sunday, June 11, 2006
98
YELLOW DUCKS LOVE WORLD CUP!!!!!
HEH. yesterday was a uber fun day! haha actually no DAYTIME wasn't really fun. bored at home watching the rain. tried calling aneesa up then realised that she's still in JB!!! hmph. this is the sucky thing bout just having ONE person that can crack u up when ure depressed! when she's gone ure like OH NOOOOOOOO!
HEH. yesterday was a uber fun day! haha actually no DAYTIME wasn't really fun. bored at home watching the rain. tried calling aneesa up then realised that she's still in JB!!! hmph. this is the sucky thing bout just having ONE person that can crack u up when ure depressed! when she's gone ure like OH NOOOOOOOO!
haha. ah wells but my mood went back to normal when the rain stopped lol. went to somerset at 645 to meet kenneth to get his econs stuff. and i would like to add here that I WAS ON TIME. its not my fault that the KING OF LATE was like 15mins early for once in his life right? LOL. we went BK to eat and i realised that ive never been to that particular BK before!!! gosh so shi bai! im more of a taka girl then a centrepoint girl =) thought i was being REAL REAL REAL clever to pay the counter guy first. but afterwards i found out that the SNEAKY granny had put the money into the notes!!!!! grrrrrrrrrr. i feel outsmarted!!! HMPH.
after dinner went to meet with the YELLOW DUCKS. hahahha. ok just so everyone is clear the YELLOW DUCKS is our PW group! YAY=) okay, yellow ducks apparently have this VERY VERY baaddddd tendency to be late. haha sijing came at what 8plus?? haha so we decided next meeting at 8 we tell her its 730 =) anyway went cafe galilee to do pw!! yay! super nice place! i think i've found an ideal mugging spot. the food is cheap, free flow of soup, nice ambience, nice view and there's SIX TV SETS showing world cuppppp!!! haha as predicted, we did more watching world cup than PW! yay watching world cup in a group outside is real fun! when there's a goal, everyone stands up and shout GOAL! hahahah.
oh yes, the yellow ducks support ENGLAND!!! mainly cos the goalie ROBINSON supports US! heh. he was wearing ALLLLL YELLOW. even his socks! wooots! so coool =) and another reason why we support england is cos we, or rather I, think that owen is hot=) honestly i think he's hotter than beckham. oh no beckham fans dun killl meeeee!!!
pw was supposed to end at like 9? but we watched until like 1045 then decided to leave before the whole crowd leaves too and jam up the whole train. haha. we were saying if there was a goal within the 15mins we missed, we would CURSE and SWEAR. thank god there wasnt. phewwww. heee. pw rocks! yayyyy. next time we have pw meeting, its so gonna be during a soccer match too. haha next sat night duckies? =) maybe we should change our pw idea to world cup. wheeeeee.
today is a borrriiiinnnnggg day. haha was planning to mug ALOT. but how can i mug when its so tempting to just stick my head outta the window( its raining and the wind is GOOOOD) and just daydream the day away? =)
i need to stock up on chocolate if im planning to mug at all during this hols. heh.
i need good curtains tooo. so i dont get tempted by the rain to DAYDREAMMMMMMM.
ok im being completely random here suddenly.
i want to go swimmmiiinnnnnnggggggggg.
kelvin refuses to change his msn font to PINK. hmph.
ohhh i wanna go iceskating with sneaky granny tml!!! havent iceskated in a looong looong time. too bad my daddy's on leave.
woah the rain has stopped while i was blogging.
yay gonna go swimming now. TODDLES!
YELLOW DUCKS ROCK=)
Friday, June 09, 2006
96
im not really in the mood to blog in proper sentences. so here goes:
yesterday. got math paper from marcus. ate KFC. went school for dance. sidegate was OPEN before one YAY. packed cca room stuff. dance. went orchard popular. went tampines mall. eat. shop. bought's ivan's engagement pressie. went home.
wow, im gonna get an A for summary man =)
people who made my day yesterday:
ANEESA! love u loads and loads dear. i was in the depths of depression and you managed to make me grin like an idiot at my phone. thats quite an achievement babe =) love ya! we MUST go "shopping" for uh stuff one of these days. HEH. or i could always take up your suggestion and turn les with you =)
SUMYUTHA! heyyyyy babe! miss u loads toooo!!! thanks for the hug =) AND for being such a nice friend to scold me for not mugging!!! haha. i SWEAR i really will mug.... soon =)
SHUBHA! ahhhhhh ure supposed to be in malaysia aint u? HAHAHA. thanks for the hug. AND for saying my entry cracked u up. it made my day =) YAYness. hahaha. lets go out next weeeek!!!
oh yes, forgot to say how much i like syamil's BRIGHT ORANGE POLO TEE! heh. and no jo, I AM NOT IN LOVE WITH HIM. i just like the colour orange alot alot alot alot HEH. such a funky colour. it was only halfway through dance then i realised why the shirt looked so familiar. ah well. lets not go there shall we?
ooooooh world cup has started!
can of coke. CHECK
chips CHECK
TV CHECK
mum's permission uhhhhhhhh.
lets hope she's asleep =)
yesterday. got math paper from marcus. ate KFC. went school for dance. sidegate was OPEN before one YAY. packed cca room stuff. dance. went orchard popular. went tampines mall. eat. shop. bought's ivan's engagement pressie. went home.
wow, im gonna get an A for summary man =)
people who made my day yesterday:
ANEESA! love u loads and loads dear. i was in the depths of depression and you managed to make me grin like an idiot at my phone. thats quite an achievement babe =) love ya! we MUST go "shopping" for uh stuff one of these days. HEH. or i could always take up your suggestion and turn les with you =)
SUMYUTHA! heyyyyy babe! miss u loads toooo!!! thanks for the hug =) AND for being such a nice friend to scold me for not mugging!!! haha. i SWEAR i really will mug.... soon =)
SHUBHA! ahhhhhh ure supposed to be in malaysia aint u? HAHAHA. thanks for the hug. AND for saying my entry cracked u up. it made my day =) YAYness. hahaha. lets go out next weeeek!!!
oh yes, forgot to say how much i like syamil's BRIGHT ORANGE POLO TEE! heh. and no jo, I AM NOT IN LOVE WITH HIM. i just like the colour orange alot alot alot alot HEH. such a funky colour. it was only halfway through dance then i realised why the shirt looked so familiar. ah well. lets not go there shall we?
ooooooh world cup has started!
can of coke. CHECK
chips CHECK
TV CHECK
mum's permission uhhhhhhhh.
lets hope she's asleep =)
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
96
it's one thing when you get hit in some random obscure part of your body.
it's kinda when its your FACE we're talking about.
currently have my mum's fingernail mark on my left cheek. how nice.
damn it.
no wonder since young i's always prefered going to school than having school holidays.
I still do.
it's kinda when its your FACE we're talking about.
currently have my mum's fingernail mark on my left cheek. how nice.
damn it.
no wonder since young i's always prefered going to school than having school holidays.
I still do.
Monday, June 05, 2006
95
last night i had THREE really big surprises.
FIRST was getting my belated bdae pressie from my aunt. its a PINK IPOD NANO!!! HEH. lurve it loads and loads and loads and loads and loads and loads and loads and loads! haha u get the drift =P yayyyyyyy. im in need of lotsa lotsa music though!!! people if u got any nice songs send me!!!!! whee =)
SECOND was getting truckloads ( okayy im exxagerrating!) of nice dangly earrings, bracelets, bags, slippers, necklaces, pencil cases from bangkok!!! wheee. i recieved TWENTY pairs of earrings. LOL.
THIRD and most shocking of all. MY MUM. oh yes, wasnt she supposed to only get back on mon? today? what was she doing back on sun night???
and no, she didnt cut short her trip. she just decided to tell me it was monday. for fun? i don't think so. to check on me? you bet.
damn. my mum is getting smarter and smarter. THANK GOD after the mugging prep talk session with xianglong wilbert duying and jo, i felt so compelled to go home and mug instead of going out. phew. otherwise...
*hand motion across throat*
oh wells, mum is back. no more deciding to go for movies or food on impulse. boo.
FIRST was getting my belated bdae pressie from my aunt. its a PINK IPOD NANO!!! HEH. lurve it loads and loads and loads and loads and loads and loads and loads and loads! haha u get the drift =P yayyyyyyy. im in need of lotsa lotsa music though!!! people if u got any nice songs send me!!!!! whee =)
SECOND was getting truckloads ( okayy im exxagerrating!) of nice dangly earrings, bracelets, bags, slippers, necklaces, pencil cases from bangkok!!! wheee. i recieved TWENTY pairs of earrings. LOL.
THIRD and most shocking of all. MY MUM. oh yes, wasnt she supposed to only get back on mon? today? what was she doing back on sun night???
and no, she didnt cut short her trip. she just decided to tell me it was monday. for fun? i don't think so. to check on me? you bet.
damn. my mum is getting smarter and smarter. THANK GOD after the mugging prep talk session with xianglong wilbert duying and jo, i felt so compelled to go home and mug instead of going out. phew. otherwise...
*hand motion across throat*
oh wells, mum is back. no more deciding to go for movies or food on impulse. boo.
Sunday, June 04, 2006
94
duying's msn nick: how come my mugging plans always fail?
my answer: cos you involved yours truly over here in your mugging plans dear. after all I AM the pres of the slacker clan.
HEH.
hahaha supposedly supposed to go mugging with duying and jo after dance today! but what we ended up doing was going to macs with xianglong and wilbert to eat. and........ GO HOME. LOL. wahahah i have FINALLY FINALLY found a fellow slacker/zero-discipline/never do tutorial/ never study person in NJ!!!! woooots! this totally calls for a celebration! after all, being the only non-mugger in nj was starting to feel kinda lonely. hehe. apparently me and wilbert have the exact same attitude to mugging: WE DON'T DO IT. actually we do plan to study. we both found out we're the type who will go: "ok, im really really gonna start studying next term. be a good girl/boy and do my tutorials, revise and keep up with work." yeah right. *snorts* we PLAN it but we never DO it. heh. like how we both found out that we actually both bought nice new notebooks last term, DETERMINED to be guai and copy notes into it. his has only 2 pages filled and is now at the back of his cupboard. mine has 3 pages filled and is at the back of MY cupboard. LOL.
one of these days i seriously seriously have to mug!!! AHHHHHH. holiday resolution: M U G. okayyyy. haha while eating lunch at MACs, xianglong duying and Jo kept talking school work, and attempting qns and testing qns.... AND xl even told us the importance of doing tutorials!!! this obviously made me and wilbert feel very very guilty and so we left macs absolutely determined on gg home and locking ourselves to our desks to mug. HAH. this was what happend to me:
sat down at my desk. took out my notes.
wrote my name.
felt hot. went to on the fan.
wrote the heading.
still hot. turned on aircon.
stare at question.
felt too quiet. turned on radio.
987 was playing lousy song.swtiched channels.
power 98 was playing lousy song too.
switched back to 987.
played the CD in the drive.
too boring. got outta room to get new CD.
played new CD.
stare at question.
needed a snack. went kitchen.
write question number.
stare at question.
stare at question.
fall asleep on desk.
!$##?*!!
my answer: cos you involved yours truly over here in your mugging plans dear. after all I AM the pres of the slacker clan.
HEH.
hahaha supposedly supposed to go mugging with duying and jo after dance today! but what we ended up doing was going to macs with xianglong and wilbert to eat. and........ GO HOME. LOL. wahahah i have FINALLY FINALLY found a fellow slacker/zero-discipline/never do tutorial/ never study person in NJ!!!! woooots! this totally calls for a celebration! after all, being the only non-mugger in nj was starting to feel kinda lonely. hehe. apparently me and wilbert have the exact same attitude to mugging: WE DON'T DO IT. actually we do plan to study. we both found out we're the type who will go: "ok, im really really gonna start studying next term. be a good girl/boy and do my tutorials, revise and keep up with work." yeah right. *snorts* we PLAN it but we never DO it. heh. like how we both found out that we actually both bought nice new notebooks last term, DETERMINED to be guai and copy notes into it. his has only 2 pages filled and is now at the back of his cupboard. mine has 3 pages filled and is at the back of MY cupboard. LOL.
one of these days i seriously seriously have to mug!!! AHHHHHH. holiday resolution: M U G. okayyyy. haha while eating lunch at MACs, xianglong duying and Jo kept talking school work, and attempting qns and testing qns.... AND xl even told us the importance of doing tutorials!!! this obviously made me and wilbert feel very very guilty and so we left macs absolutely determined on gg home and locking ourselves to our desks to mug. HAH. this was what happend to me:
sat down at my desk. took out my notes.
wrote my name.
felt hot. went to on the fan.
wrote the heading.
still hot. turned on aircon.
stare at question.
felt too quiet. turned on radio.
987 was playing lousy song.swtiched channels.
power 98 was playing lousy song too.
switched back to 987.
played the CD in the drive.
too boring. got outta room to get new CD.
played new CD.
stare at question.
needed a snack. went kitchen.
write question number.
stare at question.
stare at question.
fall asleep on desk.
!$##?*!!
93
wheeeee. just went out from 11am-12midnight and im not even feeling tired at all!!!! just a little high =) hahaha can so imagine how stoned i'll be during dance tml MORNING since im still so hyper =)
met up with Jo and Alan at bugis at 12. DUYING WAS LATE! which meant that we couldnt satisfy our rumbling stomachs immediately but had to shop around instead! haha apparently both me and alan arent very shopp-ish ppl so poor jo was having a hard time trying to shop. HEH. sorry dear! ended up at kino after she realised no one was interested in clothes hahahha.
lunch at delifrance! haha duying FINALLY arrived =) we both ordered this potato0ish thingie which alan said was not bad. and we found out it was aLL POTATO. yikes! all carbo!!!! hahahha. JO was scandalised to see us eat an entire plate of carbs!!! oh wells =P after lunch, xianglong came to meet us and we all went to take NEOS!!! yayness =) i lub taking neos!!! PLUS we get to GAY-ify the two guys HEH HEH. shall upload the neos tml =) wheeeeee. it was great fun putting flowers in the guys hair. *sniggers* LOL.
after neos we went SHOPPING again. hehe at my request it was for EARRINGS!! yay. cos the only only only thing i shop for that doesnt bore me out is earrings. its just soooo nice! met up with yingjie then went to watch X-MEN 3!!!!!! ahhhhhhhh. it rocks! totally! iceman=)=) lurve the ending to bits! cant wait for xmen 4!!!!!
after the show continued shopping for earrings. i think the two guys have seen more earrings today then in their lifetime =P then met up with the entire MD to eat dinner. supposedly. but cos we were tOO BIG a group, we split up. me Jo Duying ended up following dinie, his bro, kairi, nani, ahmad to eat. haha sat across dinie's bro during dinner and he kept telling me about quatuam physics. it was quite interesting... esp the part where he says if u TRULY believe u are a genius, if every cell in your body is addicted to thinking u ARE a genius, then u WILL become one. okayyyyy. I AM A GENIUS. I AM PERFECT. I AM WONDERFUL. muahahahha. like what luqman said: i think therefore i am =) YAY!!!! hahahha.
after dinner, met up with the whole md again at kallang mrt. ahhhhh. this part is stupid. all the girls got cabs. but stupid me jo and duying decided to follow the UBER UBER BLUR guys to take a bus. we walked aLL THE WAY to a busstop which turned out to be wrong. then all the way to another, and WAITED there summore, which turned out to be wrong too!!! grrrrrrr. and the 3 of us were in heels! ended up taking a cab with luqman ( he paid!!! so sweeeeettt!). and afterwards we found out that qihan xianglong wilbert dinie walked/ran all the way to kallang theatre. BLIMEY. nuts!!!!
concert was okay... dances were good BUT i didnt understand a word of malay!!! aHHHHHH. felt so bodo lahhhh.... haha. after the concert all of us went to city hall. was all up to go and eat supper! even invited luqman along and all.... then i realised the whole party gg for supper were all guys( except nani) and no juniors!!! felt weird. so i didnt go in the end! went with duying to breadtalk to buy bread instead and went home. the bread was chocolate. heh.
oooh. now i know why i cant sleep and am so HIGH!!! chocolate makes me uber high. haha. just ask any md ppl! they know NEVER to feed me chocolate OR oreos OR milo. UNLESS they're up to putting up with me jumping around, talking nonsense and giggling non stop! hahahha.
okayyy gonna go read a bit and try sleep! jo duying alan xl yingjie! yay, we had fun today lets do it again sometime!!! xmen 4!!! HAHAHa=) yayyyyy. toodles!
met up with Jo and Alan at bugis at 12. DUYING WAS LATE! which meant that we couldnt satisfy our rumbling stomachs immediately but had to shop around instead! haha apparently both me and alan arent very shopp-ish ppl so poor jo was having a hard time trying to shop. HEH. sorry dear! ended up at kino after she realised no one was interested in clothes hahahha.
lunch at delifrance! haha duying FINALLY arrived =) we both ordered this potato0ish thingie which alan said was not bad. and we found out it was aLL POTATO. yikes! all carbo!!!! hahahha. JO was scandalised to see us eat an entire plate of carbs!!! oh wells =P after lunch, xianglong came to meet us and we all went to take NEOS!!! yayness =) i lub taking neos!!! PLUS we get to GAY-ify the two guys HEH HEH. shall upload the neos tml =) wheeeeee. it was great fun putting flowers in the guys hair. *sniggers* LOL.
after neos we went SHOPPING again. hehe at my request it was for EARRINGS!! yay. cos the only only only thing i shop for that doesnt bore me out is earrings. its just soooo nice! met up with yingjie then went to watch X-MEN 3!!!!!! ahhhhhhhh. it rocks! totally! iceman=)=) lurve the ending to bits! cant wait for xmen 4!!!!!
after the show continued shopping for earrings. i think the two guys have seen more earrings today then in their lifetime =P then met up with the entire MD to eat dinner. supposedly. but cos we were tOO BIG a group, we split up. me Jo Duying ended up following dinie, his bro, kairi, nani, ahmad to eat. haha sat across dinie's bro during dinner and he kept telling me about quatuam physics. it was quite interesting... esp the part where he says if u TRULY believe u are a genius, if every cell in your body is addicted to thinking u ARE a genius, then u WILL become one. okayyyyy. I AM A GENIUS. I AM PERFECT. I AM WONDERFUL. muahahahha. like what luqman said: i think therefore i am =) YAY!!!! hahahha.
after dinner, met up with the whole md again at kallang mrt. ahhhhh. this part is stupid. all the girls got cabs. but stupid me jo and duying decided to follow the UBER UBER BLUR guys to take a bus. we walked aLL THE WAY to a busstop which turned out to be wrong. then all the way to another, and WAITED there summore, which turned out to be wrong too!!! grrrrrrr. and the 3 of us were in heels! ended up taking a cab with luqman ( he paid!!! so sweeeeettt!). and afterwards we found out that qihan xianglong wilbert dinie walked/ran all the way to kallang theatre. BLIMEY. nuts!!!!
concert was okay... dances were good BUT i didnt understand a word of malay!!! aHHHHHH. felt so bodo lahhhh.... haha. after the concert all of us went to city hall. was all up to go and eat supper! even invited luqman along and all.... then i realised the whole party gg for supper were all guys( except nani) and no juniors!!! felt weird. so i didnt go in the end! went with duying to breadtalk to buy bread instead and went home. the bread was chocolate. heh.
oooh. now i know why i cant sleep and am so HIGH!!! chocolate makes me uber high. haha. just ask any md ppl! they know NEVER to feed me chocolate OR oreos OR milo. UNLESS they're up to putting up with me jumping around, talking nonsense and giggling non stop! hahahha.
okayyy gonna go read a bit and try sleep! jo duying alan xl yingjie! yay, we had fun today lets do it again sometime!!! xmen 4!!! HAHAHa=) yayyyyy. toodles!
Friday, June 02, 2006
92
aneesa babe, thanks for listening to me whine the whole night. love you dear! =) glad we still kept our promise to update each other bout "GALS" even in jc. whee. 14 october 2015 ya? LOVE!
oh yes forgot to mention in today's entryt bout something really really weird.
when i told my dear vice-cap fadhli bout how hot channing tatum is he immeditely went:
ohhh that one. the underwear model rite? how you know bout him??
JEEPERS CREEPERS!!!! i didnt even know he was a underwear model till i googled him, how in the world did fadhli know??!!!?!?!?
YIKES.
*thinks thougtfully*
OH MY... ...
oh yes forgot to mention in today's entryt bout something really really weird.
when i told my dear vice-cap fadhli bout how hot channing tatum is he immeditely went:
ohhh that one. the underwear model rite? how you know bout him??
JEEPERS CREEPERS!!!! i didnt even know he was a underwear model till i googled him, how in the world did fadhli know??!!!?!?!?
YIKES.
*thinks thougtfully*
OH MY... ...
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council meeting in the morning=)
AD HOC meeting! =)=) oh yeah i have a feeling NATIONAL DAY ADHOC is soooo gonna rock!!! whee=)what with my DARLING peiyi in the group, singing desmond's bdae song a million times, doing the K-I-S-S-I-N-G cheer a million times too, singing offkey and loudly the national day songs we know. . . . =) sounds like fun!
oh yes not to mention me and peiyi are both in charge of programmes!!! hehehehhehe. we are supposed to audition the CCAs who wanna perform for NDC. oooh i can so imagine me and her slipping into simon cowell's shoes and being complete BITCHES=)
"That was absolutely terrible! AGAIN!!!!! we will keep on doing it till you get it PERFECT!"
hehehhehe. so fun! bully people =) hey MD wanna perform?? HEH. nah, i promise i wont bully u guys toooo bad. =P
after the meeting went to sit with the MD pple for a while. actually agreed to mug with yingjie till like 3 but then tseruey went past and asked me to go find celeste at the side gate. so iwent=) sorry yingjie!!! AND IN THE END celeste wanted to mug LOL. so i walked BACK into school and we went library to mug. BUT the stupid woman chased us out cos i was in LIGNUM TEE!!! ( ithought sch hols can???). so we ended up at the raintree mugging/sleeping till 3 =) on the way out met the md ppl and CELINE! ahhhhh. me and celine are BAD for each other if we walk outta school tgt. we WILL END UP GOING OUT ON AN IMPULSE DECISION!!!! geeeee.
haha we decided to go island creamery for ice cream. DECIDED. but in the end we walked into black canyon next door instead!! HAHA. fickle minded ppl we are! yum! food was yummilicious esp the ICE CREAM! ahhhh. and after eating we just sat there and gossiped and gossiped. LOL. super hialrious and nice! i LOVE CELINE! =) we gossiped so long( 3plus - 5.15!) that the lady had to chase us out, albeit politely! grrrrrrr.... =) but had a great talk with celine though. yay=)
me and CELINE!!!!! s-22ers, councillors, exco-ians, mass dancers!!!!! so much in common!!
celine acting bimbo!!! wait did i say acting? celine THE BIMBO!!!! =)
taking a picture of each other taking a picture. =) and NO WE ARE NOT BIMBOS. NOOOOOO=)
AD HOC meeting! =)=) oh yeah i have a feeling NATIONAL DAY ADHOC is soooo gonna rock!!! whee=)what with my DARLING peiyi in the group, singing desmond's bdae song a million times, doing the K-I-S-S-I-N-G cheer a million times too, singing offkey and loudly the national day songs we know. . . . =) sounds like fun!
oh yes not to mention me and peiyi are both in charge of programmes!!! hehehehhehe. we are supposed to audition the CCAs who wanna perform for NDC. oooh i can so imagine me and her slipping into simon cowell's shoes and being complete BITCHES=)
"That was absolutely terrible! AGAIN!!!!! we will keep on doing it till you get it PERFECT!"
hehehhehe. so fun! bully people =) hey MD wanna perform?? HEH. nah, i promise i wont bully u guys toooo bad. =P
after the meeting went to sit with the MD pple for a while. actually agreed to mug with yingjie till like 3 but then tseruey went past and asked me to go find celeste at the side gate. so iwent=) sorry yingjie!!! AND IN THE END celeste wanted to mug LOL. so i walked BACK into school and we went library to mug. BUT the stupid woman chased us out cos i was in LIGNUM TEE!!! ( ithought sch hols can???). so we ended up at the raintree mugging/sleeping till 3 =) on the way out met the md ppl and CELINE! ahhhhh. me and celine are BAD for each other if we walk outta school tgt. we WILL END UP GOING OUT ON AN IMPULSE DECISION!!!! geeeee.
haha we decided to go island creamery for ice cream. DECIDED. but in the end we walked into black canyon next door instead!! HAHA. fickle minded ppl we are! yum! food was yummilicious esp the ICE CREAM! ahhhh. and after eating we just sat there and gossiped and gossiped. LOL. super hialrious and nice! i LOVE CELINE! =) we gossiped so long( 3plus - 5.15!) that the lady had to chase us out, albeit politely! grrrrrrr.... =) but had a great talk with celine though. yay=)
me and CELINE!!!!! s-22ers, councillors, exco-ians, mass dancers!!!!! so much in common!!
celine acting bimbo!!! wait did i say acting? celine THE BIMBO!!!! =)
taking a picture of each other taking a picture. =) and NO WE ARE NOT BIMBOS. NOOOOOO=)
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just spent the past 2 hours "RESEARCHING" on channing tatum and jonathan leong.
wheee.
channing is apparently 185cm!!! wow.
jon is so gonna be the next SI. totally.
im in a goooooood mood =)
wheee.
channing is apparently 185cm!!! wow.
jon is so gonna be the next SI. totally.
im in a goooooood mood =)
Thursday, June 01, 2006
89
yesterday spent 3 whole hours waiting for blogger to stop having this stupid error so that i can blog! but apparently blogger hates me so i waited in vain. hmph. oh wells, so heres three days worth of entries! bear with me if it gets too draggy =)
TUESDAY!
wheee. fun day! went to tk to collect my cert then went to nj early to mug with tseruey. well... when i say mug i actually mean sit around the round tables and SLACK. heehee. in the 1hr plus all i did was copy down THREE dynamics formulae into my notebook. oh wells =P after which celeste and me went for a LOOOONG lunch at coro! ( marcus pang seh us la!) it was so lesbianishly romantic!! heheheh, took this corner two-seater and proceeded to talk and talk and talk about council, about how awkward it is to make small talk with some people, and about GUYS. HEH. haha, discussed celeste's crush-ing(?) stage and my crush-less stage!!! ahhhh, i feel so smart that i guessed her crush RIGHT. HEH. and according to celeste's fren's logic, i SHOULD get a crush to motivate myself to go to school. hmmmmm. oh yes and apparently celeste prefers younger guys while i prefer older guys. hmmm. just realised myself that every single crush ive had in my life is older than me. not even same age. and smarter than me. interesting. ahhhh, which means next year i would have COMPLETELY no motivation to go to school!!! LOL. after lunch with celeste, went back to nj straight for dance!!! ahhhh, almost vomited out the contents of my chicken cutlet! LOL. after dance, had another belated pressie, this time from md ppl!!! the j1s and XL i think. wheee. love u guys! i really really was searching for an orange sling bag and u guys got it for me! YAY! muacks!
WEDNESDAY!
went dental at SMU! wheee loved the stationary shop there! bought so many colour pens despite having so many already heheheh. i actually have 6pink pens and 3 orange pens and 3 purple pens! not to mention other colours! geeeee. after dental went orchard and ate PIZZA AND PASTA YUM! yay. then wandered around taka ( my fave shopping place!) just for fun cos i havent been there in a while =) borrowed BOOKS! then i realised i cant fit all into my bag and returned a few. LOL. and i found out that although i know how to get to orchard from nj, i dunno how to get to nj from orchard!! hahaha. wandered around lost searching for the busstop. THANK god i found it within 20mins otherwise i would be really really late for dance and DIE. mrs tan!!! *shrieks in terror!* HAH HAH HAH.
TODAY!
exco meeting in the morning! haha after which the few of us orders MACs and gossiped away while we waited! found out ALOT of new gossips =) we even invented new scandals HEH! after eating our macs was supposed ito MUG! but ended up gossiping somemore! aiyo. then supposed to go home to mug but in the end on an impulse, me celine and char ended up in orchard watching SHE's THE MAN!!! hahahaha. premieres today. FANTABULOUS SHOW! super funny! plus i would like to add here that I'M HEAD OVER HEELS IN LOVE. wahhhhhh. Channing Tatum is so HOT!!!!! honestly me and char were like: so hot! simultaneously when he appeared! ahhhhh and the fact that he was shirtless more than half the movie =)=)=) smart director. ahhhhhhhhh *drools* *nosebleed* i'm so in love!!!! hot looks, hot body YUMYUMYUM =) no wonder the three of us were just giggling and gushing all bout him from the cinema all the way to the mrt. wheeeee.
TUESDAY!
wheee. fun day! went to tk to collect my cert then went to nj early to mug with tseruey. well... when i say mug i actually mean sit around the round tables and SLACK. heehee. in the 1hr plus all i did was copy down THREE dynamics formulae into my notebook. oh wells =P after which celeste and me went for a LOOOONG lunch at coro! ( marcus pang seh us la!) it was so lesbianishly romantic!! heheheh, took this corner two-seater and proceeded to talk and talk and talk about council, about how awkward it is to make small talk with some people, and about GUYS. HEH. haha, discussed celeste's crush-ing(?) stage and my crush-less stage!!! ahhhh, i feel so smart that i guessed her crush RIGHT. HEH. and according to celeste's fren's logic, i SHOULD get a crush to motivate myself to go to school. hmmmmm. oh yes and apparently celeste prefers younger guys while i prefer older guys. hmmm. just realised myself that every single crush ive had in my life is older than me. not even same age. and smarter than me. interesting. ahhhh, which means next year i would have COMPLETELY no motivation to go to school!!! LOL. after lunch with celeste, went back to nj straight for dance!!! ahhhh, almost vomited out the contents of my chicken cutlet! LOL. after dance, had another belated pressie, this time from md ppl!!! the j1s and XL i think. wheee. love u guys! i really really was searching for an orange sling bag and u guys got it for me! YAY! muacks!
WEDNESDAY!
went dental at SMU! wheee loved the stationary shop there! bought so many colour pens despite having so many already heheheh. i actually have 6pink pens and 3 orange pens and 3 purple pens! not to mention other colours! geeeee. after dental went orchard and ate PIZZA AND PASTA YUM! yay. then wandered around taka ( my fave shopping place!) just for fun cos i havent been there in a while =) borrowed BOOKS! then i realised i cant fit all into my bag and returned a few. LOL. and i found out that although i know how to get to orchard from nj, i dunno how to get to nj from orchard!! hahaha. wandered around lost searching for the busstop. THANK god i found it within 20mins otherwise i would be really really late for dance and DIE. mrs tan!!! *shrieks in terror!* HAH HAH HAH.
TODAY!
exco meeting in the morning! haha after which the few of us orders MACs and gossiped away while we waited! found out ALOT of new gossips =) we even invented new scandals HEH! after eating our macs was supposed ito MUG! but ended up gossiping somemore! aiyo. then supposed to go home to mug but in the end on an impulse, me celine and char ended up in orchard watching SHE's THE MAN!!! hahahaha. premieres today. FANTABULOUS SHOW! super funny! plus i would like to add here that I'M HEAD OVER HEELS IN LOVE. wahhhhhh. Channing Tatum is so HOT!!!!! honestly me and char were like: so hot! simultaneously when he appeared! ahhhhh and the fact that he was shirtless more than half the movie =)=)=) smart director. ahhhhhhhhh *drools* *nosebleed* i'm so in love!!!! hot looks, hot body YUMYUMYUM =) no wonder the three of us were just giggling and gushing all bout him from the cinema all the way to the mrt. wheeeee.
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